should get married?â Lily asked.
âHinting?â Kim rolled her eyes. âDoes a steamroller hint? Ty and I ignore them. Weâre enjoying being truly, madly, deeply in love, for the first time in our lives.â A bright smile split her face. âIsnât that cool, that itâs a first for both of us?â
âItâs pretty cool when itâs the second time, too,â George said. The redhead was a widow and hadnât believed sheâd ever find another soul mateâuntil Canadaâs Mr. Hockey, Woody Hanrahan, entered her life earlier this year and turned it topsy-turvy.
âChee-sy.â Drawing out the word, Marielle rolled her eyes. âThe hearts and flowers and throbbing violin strings are making me nauseous.â
They all laughed, and then Lily said, âGeorge and Kim, love looks very good on both of you. And Marielle, variety suits you.â She reached for her martini glass again, finding it almost empty. No one said that ten years of marriage looked good on her. If they had, it would be a lie.
Once, sheâd been positive Dax Xavier was the love of her life. Over the years sheâd met loads of men: cultured, intelligent ones; sexy athletes; physicians who volunteered in third-world countries. Amazing, appealing men. Sheâd been attracted to a few, but never with the same magnetic force as she was to Dax. But did she still love him? She was too confused and conflicted to be sure. If he was cheating on her, if he no longer loved her . . . then she had to protect her heart.
Last year, when sheâd first suspected he might be having an affair, she had protected her body. Sheâd lied and told him sheâd gone off the pill for health reasons so he had to wear a condom.
How bitterly ironic, to be using both condoms and the pill when the thing she most wanted in the world was children. Since she was a little girl, sheâd known she wanted to be a mom. Now that want had become a soul-deep craving. Every time she held her baby niece, her biological clock ticked faster.
Though she and Dax hadnât discussed having kids in years, sheâd assumed theyâd have a family when the time was right. His genes should make wonderful babies; he was smart, courageous, strong, fit, and handsome. What he wasnât was
there
for her. She had to find out how he felt, how she felt, what they were going to do about their faltering marriage.
Stop thinking about Dax!
Sheâd been listening with half an ear as Marielle talked about family plans and holiday parties. Now Marielle said, âHow about you, George? Itâs your first Christmas with Woody. Heâll be in town, right?â The redheadâs fiancé was captain of the Beavers, the Vancouver hockey team.
âYes, thank heavens, what with home games and days off. Weâre hosting Christmas at our place.â George had moved into Woodyâs penthouse condo in Yaletown this fall.
âIs his mom coming?â Lily asked. Woodyâs mother had almost died of cancer, but was now in remission. Heâd bought her a house in Florida and paid for a live-in caregiver companion.
âNo, her health is still too fragile for a trip north, but weâll Skype with her. My mom and her guy Fabio will come over. Weâre being hopelessly old-fashionedâthe girls cooking dinner; the boys watching football. A few of Woodyâs teammates will be there. And a couple of special guests from Manitoba. Sam was Woodyâs best friend and hockey buddy as kids, and his father, Martin, was Woodyâs mentor and coach. They had some issues for a while, but theyâve reconciled.â
âNice,â Kim said. âThatâs the Christmas spirit.â
George turned to Lily. âHow about you? Do you and your husband have any Christmas traditions?â
Arguing over whether they really had to go to her parentsâ house, which they always ended up doing, which