to Pernell.
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He shoots it
back to you.
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You get ready to drive
the ball home.
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Everything slo-mos
like youâre in
The Matrix . . .
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And Coby is Neo.
And Neo is a bull.
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And the bullâs-eye is on you.
Two crazed eyes glued to the ball.
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You wind for the kick. WHACK!
POW!âCobyâs cleat, aiming for
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the ball, finds yourâTHWACK!â
ankle instead. The two of you fallâWHISTLE!â
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sideways, to the ground. EEE-YOW!
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Your stomach EXPLODES!
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KNOCK. OUT.
Hospital
H ello,
says a woman with big ears, holding an
O toscope in her hand.
How are you feeling?
S he asks, while looking in your eyes. Uh, IâM IN
P AIN! you scream. Dad shoots you a look.
I tâs okay, Mr. Hall. Weâre going
T o find out whatâs going on in there.
A RRRGGGHH! IT REALLY HURTS!
L etâs get the OR ready, stat, she says
.
Ankle sprains
are very common
in soccer,
she says, talking fast
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like sheâs in a hurry
to show you
the x-rays
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on her iPad.
Itâll heal pretty quickly,
a few days.
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Cool! you think, still
in a boatload
of pain.
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But Iâm afraid
thatâs the good news.
The bad news is,
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you donât have
food poisoning.
That sounds like good news to you.
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You have a perforated appendix
and we need to get you
into surgery.
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What does that mean? you ask.
It means that your appendix, which
is about the size of your tongue, and
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located right here,
she says, pointing
to the bottom of her stomach
on the right side,
has ruptured.
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Thereâs a tear in it, and
we need to surgically
remove it
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before infection sets in.
Surgery?
When?
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NOW!
Surgery
I donât want to die, you say.
Everythingâs gonna be fine, Nick,
Dad says, on the way
to the operating room.
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Momâs on a flight,
he adds,
so sheâll be here
when you get out of surgery.
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Itâs a quick operation, and
Iâve done a million of these,
adds the doctor
as the orderlies roll you into the room.
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You clench your fist, as if
thatâs gonna stop the ocean
of fear thatâs galloping toward you.
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Count backwards from ten,
another doctor says,
And before you completely drown,
everything goes black.
Fact
There are seventy-eight organs
in the human body
But after the appendectomy,
you have seventy-seven, which
is just about the number of
text messages
from friends
and family
awaiting you
when you wake up
in your room
a few hours
later.
How are you feeling, Nicky?
Like I just ran
a marathon,
swam a few laps,
and played back-to-back
soccer matches,
is how you answer
Momâs question.
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And your stomach?
Dad adds.
Like butter.
Huh?
Smooth and easy.
Smooth.
And easy, you say, giggling,
then dozing
back off
to sleep.
Bad
Your white blood cell count is elevated,
the doctor says.
What does that even mean? you ask, grimacing.
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Your count should be no higher than five thousand.
What is it? Dad asks, holding Mom.
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Itâs twenty thousand. So heâll need antibiotics to fight off any infections.
How long do I have to be here?
Â
We will just need to keep you for a few extra days, but by then the wound should be all healed
and weâll send you on your way. Sound good?
As long as itâs only a few days, you say. Iâm playing in a big soccer tournament next week.
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The doctor, Mom, Dad, even the nurse whoâs changing your bandage, get all silent and stare at each other. Then at you.
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Crickets.
Worse
Heâll be out of school
for a week,
or two,
depending on how he feels,
the doctor says to Mom,
who rests her hand
on your heart,
which breaks into
a thousand little pieces
when the doctor adds,
Youâll be back
playing soccer
in no time, Nicholas.
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The Dallas Cup
is next week, you tell her. How long
is no time?
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Only three