ladies!â
Sarah shrugged an impatient shoulder. Frenchmen were all alike, she thought, obsessed by sex! Though, of course, as a conscientious psychologist she herself was bound to admit that there was always an underlying basis of sex to most phenomena. Sarahâs thoughts ran along a familiar psychological track.
She came out of her meditations with a start. Raymond Boynton was crossing the room to the centre table. He selected a magazine. As he passed her chair on his return journey she looked at him and spoke.
âHave you been busy sightseeing today?â
She selected her words at random, her real interest was to see how they would be received.
Raymond half stopped, flushed, shied like a nervous horse and his eyes went apprehensively to the centre of his family group. He muttered: âOhâoh, yesâwhy, yes, certainly. Iââ
Then, as suddenly as though he had received the prick of a spur, he hurried back to his family, holding out the magazine.
The grotesque Buddha-like figure held out a fat hand for it, but as she took it her eyes, Dr Gerard noticed, were on the boyâs face. She gave a grunt, certainly no audible thanks. The position of her head shifted very slightly. The doctor saw that she was now looking hard at Sarah. Her face was quite impassive, it hadno expression in it. Impossible to tell what was passing in the womanâs mind.
Sarah looked at her watch and uttered an exclamation.
âItâs much later than I thought.â She got up. âThank you so much, Dr Gerard, for standing me coffee. I must write some letters now.â
He rose and took her hand.
âWe shall meet again, I hope,â he said.
âOh, yes! Perhaps you will come to Petra?â
âI shall certainly try to do so.â
Sarah smiled at him and turned away. Her way out of the room led her past the Boynton family.
Dr Gerard, watching, saw Mrs Boyntonâs gaze shift to her sonâs face. He saw the boyâs eyes meet hers. As Sarah passed, Raymond Boynton half turned his headânot towards her, but away from herâ¦It was a slow, unwilling motion and conveyed the idea that old Mrs Boynton had pulled an invisible string.
Sarah King noticed the avoidance, and was young enough and human enough to be annoyed by it. They had had such a friendly talk together in the swaying corridor of the wagons-lits. They had compared notes on Egypt, had laughed at the ridiculous language of the donkey boys and street touts. Sarah had described how a camel man when he had started hopefully and impudently, âYou English lady or American?â had receivedthe answer: âNo, Chinese.â And her pleasure in seeing the manâs complete bewilderment as he stared at her. The boy had been, she thought, like a nice eager schoolboyâthere had been, perhaps, something almost pathetic about his eagerness. And now, for no reason at all, he was shy, boorishâpositively rude.
âI shanât take any more trouble with him,â said Sarah indignantly.
For Sarah, without being unduly conceited, had a fairly good opinion of herself. She knew herself to be definitely attractive to the opposite sex, and she was not one to take a snubbing lying down!
She had been, perhaps, a shade over-friendly to this boy because, for some obscure reason, she had felt sorry for him.
But now, it was apparent, he was merely a rude, stuck-up, boorish young American!
Instead of writing the letters she had mentioned, Sarah King sat down in front of her dressing-table, combed the hair back from her forehead, looked into a pair of troubled hazel eyes in the glass, and took stock of her situation in life.
She had just passed through a difficult emotional crisis. A month ago she had broken off her engagement to a young doctor some four years her senior. They had been very much attracted to each other, but had been too much alike in temperament. Disagreementsand quarrels had been of common occurrence.
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