completely taken over when she thrust a finger in my face and started yelling at me in front of everyone.
âNo big deal? Braden isnât just some random guy at a party, Kat. Heâs my boyfriend. My boyfriend .â She turned her face to the side and blinked a few times. She hated crying. âI canât believe I was actually stupid enough to trust you.â
âYou can trust me,â I said quickly. Pleadingly. âIâm your friend, Shay. You know Iâd neverââ
âEven after hearing what everyone said about you, I gave you a chance.â Shay spoke over my words like I hadnât even uttered them. âAnd this is how you pay me back for two years of friendship? By flirting with my boyfriend the minute I turn my back? Screw you, Kat.â She turned and stormed away, leaving me there on the grass, the center of everyoneâs attention just like I always craved.
Their gazes made me feel ashamed. Naked.
âYou know,â Cassidy said as we both stared after Shay, who was disappearing quickly down the sidewalk, her black ponytail swinging behind her. âIâm glad youâre going to be at your cottage for the summer, Kat. I think we all need a break from you.â With that, she turned and went after Shay, catching up to her at the crosswalk.
Together, they crossed the busy street and headed toward the Starbucks on the corner, arm in arm. I watched them go as the crowd milled around me, already back to whatever it was theyâd been doing before the drama started. They gave me a wide berth as I stood there, half in shock and unable to move. Like I was some kind of disease. Like my very presence was stressful and exhausting, something people needed a vacation from.
Summer couldnât get here fast enough.
chapter 2
T he only time my parents ever fought was when we were packing to go somewhere.
âBryce, we donât need the bread maker,â Dad said, trailing Pop into the kitchen, his face pink with exasperation. âItâs just two and half months. Weâll buy loaves of Wonder Bread at the corner store.â
âWonder Bread?â Pop said, aghast, as if Dad had suggested we dine on rat poison all summer. âThat stuffâs not even bread . Itâs loaded with preservatives. Besides, Kat canât go a day without my oatmeal bread. Right, Kat?â
âSure.â I was sitting at the small table in our small kitchen, painting my nails Bubblegum Pink and trying to stay out of it. All I could think was, Iâm getting too old for this.
âBesides,â Pop said as he unplugged the bread maker and coiled the cord with uncharacteristic neatness and speed, âwe also donât need socks, and you packed ten pairs. Itâs summer, Mark. Time to trade in the power suits for shorts and sandals.â
Dad sighed and ran his hands through his perfectly groomed black hair. âFine, bring the bread maker. Bring the food dehydrator too, while youâre at it. You never know when we might want a batch of preservative-free beef jerky.â
âExactly,â Pop said, hugging the bread maker to his chest with the kind of affection he reserved for two things: me and his vast collection of kitchen appliances.
Ignoring him, Dad turned to me. âAll ready for tomorrow, Katrina?â
I nodded and swiped another layer of Bubblegum over my pinky nail. When it came to packing for our annual summer-long stay at our cottage on Millard Lake, my technique lay somewhere in the middle of both my fathersââeconomical and practical like Dad, bringing only what I needed and maybe a few âjust in caseâ items, and excessive and sentimental like Pop, wanting to transfer all the bulky, unnecessary objects of daily life to our new location. And unlike both of them, my packing had been done two days ago. I may have been getting too old to spend summers in the middle of the woods with my family, two hours away from