want to get serious. Now, tell me about yourself. Are you getting enough sleep?â
There was more in the query than just a desire to change the subject. Norah was in her seventies, and the only thing that had made Olivia hesitate about coming to China was the fear of possibly not seeing her again. But Norah had assured her that she was in the best of health and had urged her to go.
âDonât you dare turn down your chance because of me,â sheâd insisted.
âIâm just trying to be sensible,â Olivia had protested mildly.
â Sensible? Youâve got the rest of your life for that sort of nonsense. Get out there, do things youâve never done before, and forget that man who didnât deserve you anyway.â
Norah could never forgive the man whoâd broken Oliviaâs heart.
âIâm sleeping fine,â Norah said now. âI spent yesterday evening with your mother, listening to her complaining about her latest. That sent me right off to sleep.â
âI thought Guy was her ideal lover.â
âNot Guy, Freddy. Sheâs finished with Guy, or he finished with her, one of the two. I canât keep up.â
Olivia sighed wryly. âIâll call her and commiserate.â
âNot too much or youâll make her worse,â Norah said at once. âSheâs a silly woman. Iâve always said so. Mind you,itâs not all her fault. Her own mother has a lot to answer for. Fancy giving her a stupid name like Melisande! She was bound to see herself as a romantic heroine.â
âYou mean,â Olivia said, âthat if Mum had been called something dull and sensible she wouldnât have eloped?â
âProbably not, although I think sheâd have been self-centred whatever she was called. Sheâs never thought of anyone but herself. Sheâs certainly never thought of you, any more than your father has. Heaven alone knows what heâs doing now, although I did hear a rumour that heâs got some girl pregnant.â
âAgain?â
âYes, and heâs going about preening as though heâs the first man whoâs ever managed it. Forget him. The great fool isnât worth bothering with.â
Thus she dismissed her nephewâwith some justice, as Olivia had to admit.
They chatted for a while longer before bidding each other an affectionate goodnight. Olivia delayed just long enough to make herself a basic meal, then fell thankfully into bed, ready to fall asleep at once.
Instead she lay awake, too restless for sleep. Mysteriously, Dr Mitchell had found his way into her thoughts, and she remembered him saying, Other people have to pick up the pieces, and often it is they who get hurt.
Heâd given her a look full of wry kindness, as if guessing that she was often the person who had to come to the rescueâwhich was shrewd of him, she realised, because heâd been right.
As far back as she could remember sheâd been the rock of stability in her family. Her parentsâ marriage had been a disaster. Theyâd married young in a fever of romance, had quickly been disillusioned by prosaic reality and had headedfor divorce. Since then her mother had remarried and divorced again before settling for lovers. Her father had moved straight onto the lovers.
She herself had been passed from pillar to post, depending on whichever of them had felt she could be most useful. They had lavished noisy affection on her without ever managing to be convincing. Their birthday and Christmas gifts had been expensive, but sheâd realised early on that they were aimed at scoring points off each other.
âLetâs see what your father thinks of that,â her mother had said, proudly revealing a state-of-the-art, top-of-the-range, laptop. But sheâd been too busy to come and see Olivia in the school play, which would have meant far more.
The person whoâd always come to school functions was