nibbling my fingernail instead.
Louise is updating them on the last few months in my life. How I witnessed a boy being stabbed, and how one of the people standing trial for the killing is my best friend Arron. How another one of the accused â Jukes White â comes from a family of gangsters who want me silenced. How Iâd been given a new identity and sent to a new school but had to be moved on â âTy can tell youthe details another time,â she says. Yeah, right, thatâs really going to happen. And then she starts to tell them about how Alistair got shot.
My attention wanders. On top of the piano are hundreds of photographs, all in silver frames. I can see weddings and christenings, children in school uniform and happy family portraits. I count one, two, three weddings. There are loads of children; they must have a big family, but I stare at one â a little boy with dark, tangled hair and three older sisters. He must have a hard life, that boy. The girls look pretty bossy.
Iâve lost the thread of Louâs story. Iâm trying to tune out the recent stuff, Alistair . . . shooting . . . police. The words float in the air around me. But then I hear her say, âSo thatâs when I rang you. I donât trust the police to keep him safe any more, and Mum needs to concentrate on Nicki, now that sheâs expecting.â
I jump forward. My teacup clatters to the floor and rolls on to the rug. She couldnât really have said . . . have meant. . .
âNickiâs what? What are you talking about?â My voice is hoarse and croaky.
Louiseâs hand is over her mouth. Helen is biting her lower lip. Lou shakes her head and says, âTy, Iâm sorry. Ty, darling â I thought you knew. Didnât she tell you?â
âNo one told me anything. Whatâs going on?â
âThatâs why she contacted Alistair again. To tell him she was having his baby.â
âBut . . . they hardly even knew each other . . . it was only the one night. . .â Iâm so shocked, that Iâve forgotten that these friends of hers are listening. Iâm just trying to work it out.
Patrick snorts, âTypical,â he says. Iâd know that tone anywhere.
Helen tuts at him, and Lou says, âSteady, Ty,â but I leap to my feet. Teacups fly in all directions. The days are over when I let people disrespect my mum. My hands turn to fists and my arms tense up.
I step towards him, breathing hard. Heâs frowning at me. I yell, âShut up! Or Iâll make you!â
CHAPTER 3
The Wolf
I donât
think
I would actually have hit him, but no one ever finds out because an enormous wolf-like creature flies at me, snarling and howling. It jumps at my chest, sending me crashing backwards onto the floor, and its huge jaw is right in my face, with a deafening noise and toxic smell. Flying gobs of saliva blind me, as its razor-sharp yellow teeth tear at my throat.
The next thing I know the wolf-monster is gone. Iâm sitting on the floor with my back against the sofa and Helenâs handing me a cup. I take a big gulp and almost choke. I was expecting water, but itâs burning my throat and judging by the smell itâs the stuff that the old tramps drink in the park . . . meths, thatâs it.
âUrgh . . . what the hell?â I say, tears streaming down my face, and she says, âItâs brandy, for shock.â
Iâm touching my neck and face to check everythingâs still there. Miraculously thereâs no gushing blood or tattered flesh. âHas the wolf gone?â I ask, looking nervously around the room.
Louise is on the sofa next to me, hand on my shoulder, and I think sheâs trying not to laugh.
âIt was a dog, Ty darling. Wolves live in the zoo, not peopleâs houses.â
My face is hot. I knew that it was a dog, obviously. Itâs just that the wrong word came out. Where I come from, a dog is a