one?” I asked.
“Indeed you may!”
A few moments later, I had sold my tickets and the boys
were off getting their picture taken. Not only that, but the
gentleman and I had exchanged business cards as well. The
evening was bearing all kinds of possible results already.
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Just as I went to look for Shawn, he appeared at my
side. “I hope you’re selling tickets ’cause I’ve sold mine and
am going for more.”
“How fortuitous,” I said. “I’m ready as well.” And why
was it that the look that passed over Shawn’s face brought
me no pleasure? I’m not an asshole, like some people—
especially at the office—liked to think I am, but I did take
pleasure in beating the other man in business. Yet the
almost stricken look that had passed over Shawn’s face
didn’t give me the little charge I usually got in such a
situation.
That’s because this isn’t big business, some damned
inner voice told me, and I just gave it an inner shrug. Yes, it
is, I told myself, and I followed Shawn back for more tickets.
“Maybe we shouldn’t talk again until this Santa thing is
over?” I asked. If I got to feeling guilty, it might hinder my
ability to go in for the kill. The idea of Steve, tied to that
antique bed, was calling after all.
“Yeah,” Shawn nodded. “Sure.”
There was a brief moment of excitement when this
bearish-looking guy who was about to get his picture taken
got all pissed off when he didn’t get to sit in the leatherman’s
lap but instead had to pose with some big heavy guy who
actually looked like Santa. Besides that, the evening went
pretty uneventfully.
As it turned out, I won the first round by only six
tickets.
Again, for some reason it didn’t feel so good.
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THE RADIANT CUP; the next day. It was Sunday and neither
of us had to work, not even with Shawn needing the
overtime.
“The place I work isn’t open on Sundays,” Shawn
explained over his coffee. “Whoa!” he said.
“What?” I asked.
“This coffee! It’s really good.”
I smiled. I couldn’t help it. Aldi’s indeed. “It’s Peruvian,”
I explained. “They roast it here themselves, probably within
the last couple of days. It was ground today, right before
they brewed it.”
“Shit,” he said. “Who would have thought there was
such a difference?”
“Vive la différence?” I asked.
Shawn smiled that smile of his and nodded. “Touché,”
he said. I wondered how it would be for Mr. Shawn’s
Boyfriend to wake up and have coffee with Shawn in the
mornings. To look at that handsome face, those blue eyes,
that boyish smile over the kitchen table. Nice.
“There are all kinds of wonderful things out there just
waiting for you to try,” I told him.
“But sometimes,” he commented, pointing to his cup, “it
really is about the price of a can of coffee from Aldi’s. I just
can’t afford Peruvian every day.” He took what was obviously
an appreciative sip.
“Not it and that bed,” I said.
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“Don’t start!” he said. “Now what is the next challenge?”
“Well, usually in things like this there is a physical
challenge….”
“Physical?” he asked.
“We could arm wrestle,” I suggested.
“Arm wrestle? Like I’d stand a chance with you!” he
cried. “Just look at your arms!”
What the hell was I supposed to do about that?
“Handball?” I asked.
“I wouldn’t have any idea how to play that,” he said.
“You know, I don’t have to make it something you can
do. That was never part of the bargain. You seemed pretty
sure you’d beat me last night.”
Shawn looked crestfallen. Damn him.
“I usually make a killing on things like that,” he said.
“People are always trying to get me involved in their charity
drives.”
“And you usually help?”
Shawn nodded. “It’s just that if I am going to be out,
going to be gay, then I have to take