response.
âIâm not telling you how to run your businessâWell, maybe I am. The purpose of hiring and training someone is because you want them to be able to handle the job with or without supervision. What would she have done if you werenât around?â
âBut I was around. Iâm the manager. Itâs my responsibilityââ
âAnd you have a life.â
She huffed and pushed up from the couch. âFor twenty-five years I devoted my life to making a home, being a wife to the exclusion of anything I wanted for myself. I didnât know I could do anything other than cook, clean, decorate and be a wife and mother. This spa opened a new world for me. Itâs given me a confidence Iâd lost. It helped me realize that Iâm so much more than I had been.â
âI understand that. But, at the same time, Ellie, you canât now allow the job to become your new dependent. At some point, you have to find a way to separate yourself from the job.â
She averted her gaze. He didnât understand, not really. How could he comprehend how much it all meant to her? The spa is what helped her heal, got her over the hurdle of Mattâs betrayal and the ensuing divorce. If she didnât have the responsibilities of running the spa she would have lost her mind.
âEll, all Iâm saying is make time for you so that you can make time for us. Thatâs all Iâm saying,â he repeated.
She slunk back over to the couch and plopped down next to him. âIâll try,â she murmured.
Ron draped his arm around her shoulder and kissed the top of her head.
Yet, even as she agreed and sat curled in the security of his embrace, she was wondering what was going on downstairs and, more importantly, just how much would her love for her job affect her relationship with Ron.
Chapter 2
M atthew Lewis sat in the quiet of his doctorâs office on the Eastside of upper Manhattan. Heâd gotten the call from his doctorâs nurse that it was very important that he come in as soon as possible. When Matthew questioned why, he was informed that, âthe doctor would explain everything.â
He didnât like the sound of it. He heard the door open behind him. Dr. Chavis walked in.
âThank you for coming, Matt,â he said as he went around the desk and sat down.
âWhatâs this all about? Is it the tests?â
Dr. Chavis opened a folder on his desk. He paused for several moments before speaking. He looked directly at Matthew. âThe test results are not good. We found elevated PSA levels and, in conjunction with the exam, the swelling of the prostate gives me cause for concern.â
Matthew felt as if heâd been punched in the gut. All the color drained from his face.
Dr. Chavis held up his hand. âThere is some good news. There are a great deal of treatment options, especially for a man of your age who is in reasonably good health.â
The doctorâs voice drifted off. Matthew no longer heard him. Cancer. The doctor hadnât come right out and said it, but it hung in the air like a bad smell. The word sent a chill through him. His father had died of prostate cancer and so had his uncle. It ran in his family and the risk of it killing him, as well, rose exponentially. That much, he did know.
âI want to get you in the hospital as soon as possible and take some more tests. Theyâll do a biopsy. After weâve examined the tissue under a microscope, weâll know best how to proceed.â
Matthew started blankly at the doctor. âWhen do you want me to come in?â
The doctor opened his appointment book. âTomorrow at noon.â
âTomorrow?â Fear gripped his gut. âSo soon?â
âThe sooner the better, Matt, Iâm sure you know that.â
Matthew swallowed over the dry knot in his throat.
âIn your medical history you indicated that both your father and your