A Mother's Love Read Free

the man. The only thing I hated about him and wish that he wouldn’t do was drink so much. I didn’t think that it was a problem. He said he was just a social drinker. But when he did drink he got a little mean and possessive. But that was because he was in love with me and didn’t like for any of his friends to look at me or try to talk to me when we were together.
                  It was the weekend and one of Lo’s guys had a party at his house. I had Zaharra come with me. Tim was Lo’s friend and we went to school with him also, he was in his senior year. So we had met before, it was just their friends and a couple of females they knew. There was liquor flowing and Lo was drinking everything in sight as usual. He didn’t really have a specific drink he liked he just liked to drink. We had been dating for about four months now.
                  I had been thinking about sex a lot lately. I had even asked Zaharra how it felt. She had told me that it was going to hurt but after a while it would feel good. Lo had been pressuring me lately to have sex with him and although I was scared I wanted to give it to him. What if he decided to have sex with someone else I would lose him? I definitely had to put on my big girl pants and give it up because no one was going to take my man.
                  We were chilling at the party they had all the hottest shit bumping throughout the house. I was sitting next to Lo and he was playing with my pussy. He always did that and he didn’t care who he was in front of us. I was his and if I protested he got mad. I was super wet he started to whisper in my ear all the nasty things he wanted to do to me. I whispered back to let’s get away and go somewhere private. He walked over to Tim and told him something and then came to me. He led me upstairs into one of the rooms. It was dark going up the hallway and you couldn’t hear the music as loud as we made it upstairs. It must have been Tim’s room because it was a plain full sized bed in the room with a TV sitting on top of a dresser. He had lots of naked white bitches hanging on his wall.
                  Lo sat on the bed next to me. He started kissing on me and getting me real hot. He smelled of liquor but I didn’t care. I loved him and he loved me and that was all that matter. That day in that room Lo took my virginity. It wasn’t romantic or anything like that having sex hurt like hell at first. That was my first time in the room of Lo’s friend. That summer we had sex over and over again and by the end of the summer I was good and pregnant.
                  Sitting in the bathroom in McDonalds I looked at the test again two lines that meant I was pregnant. The tears streamed down my face I was only fifteen what was I going to do? I had to tell Lo first I know he was going to be mad.
                  I caught the bus over Lo’s house from McDonalds to give him the news. He answered the door and gave me a kiss. I sat down on his bed. I didn’t know where to start.
                  “What’s wrong with you?”
                  “I’m pregnant” I blurted out.
                  I just knew he was going to be mad but he kissed me and told me how much he loved me and he wanted to marry me. So that made me feel a little better but I was still scared. The next task was to tell my Mom whenever she got home. Lo and his mom Nancy came with me. Nancy was a nice lady who I really adored. The only thing is that Nancy was a drunk. Like mother like son. But she was a real genuinely nice lady. Lo was an only child so Nancy treated me like the daughter she had never had. A lot of times I spent time with Nancy when Lo wasn’t around I never really had a real mother figure.
                  When I got home I walked in my Mother’s room and told her I needed to talk to her about something that was real important so she needed to be