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home. She seemed like she had an attitude at first when I said it. She was putting makeup on her brown pretty face.
                  “Mom you about to leave tonight again” I asked her as she put eyeliner under her eyes. Her room smelled good with a mixture of different fragrances.
                  “Naw girl why, “She said sounding annoyed.
                  “I gotta talk to you about something tomorrow.” I said looking scared.
                  She turned and looked at me. I think she knew what I wanted to talk to her about but she didn’t say anything. She just looked me up and down and turned back around.
                  I was scared here I was fifteen years old and about to have a baby. I was grateful because I had Nancy and Lo behind me. When I told my Mom I wasn’t surprised she kicked me out and I moved in with Nancy and Lo. My mom said she was not taking care of any babies. My little fast ass wanted to be grown and out her fucking then I could do it on my own.
                  She said, “And you gone bring these muthafucka over here for what. You could have told me that by yourself and I would still tell you the same thing get your shit and get out!” she yelled.
                  Nancy told Lo to go wait outside because he was getting heated. With tears in my eyes I went to my room and started packing my stuff. My little sister came to say good bye to me. My mom was yelling how much of a hoe I was. But she must have forgotten that is what she did all day her damn self.
                  Fuck her I knew she would turn her back on me. And I was hurt it hurt me real bad but good thing I had Nancy and Lo. It was like we were married. It was just his mother, me, and him. I went to school, Nancy went to work during the day, and Lo hustled all day long. I still kicked it with my girls but I spent most of my time at home with Nancy we had a real unbreakable bond between us. We cooked together, she read me books on how to take care of the baby, and she took care of me. I loved her she treated me better than my own Mom.
                  Everything was perfect on the outside looking in but Lo was abusive. I remember the first time Lo hit me. We were about to have sex and I had gotten tired of the same routine. I was kissing on his neck and rubbing on his dick. I pulled out his dick and went down to suck it. I had never given head and Lo never asked for it but I was curious as to what it was all about. I licked the tip of his dick and he slapped the side of my face so hard I saw stars.
                 
     
    “Don’t you ever put your muthafucking mouth down there!” He said and put his dick in his pants.              
                  I was confused I didn’t know what the hell had just happened. I thought all men liked head but I guess my man didn’t. He told me that giving head was not lady like. So that was the end of that but it wasn’t the last time he put his hands on me.
                  We went to look at the ultrasound to see what we were having. We took a cab to the doctor’s office. The Medicaid paid for transportation. I was hoping for a boy and Lo wanted a girl. I had drunk the water and my bladder was full as hell. We were waiting in the lobby of the clinic and me and Lo was talking and having our little conversation. That was one thing when we talked we always had fun. He kept a smile on my face. I loved the man and he made me happy. We went to the back when I was called. They did the ultrasound and it was a girl. Lo was happy this was going to be his first child. We called his mother and told her that we were having a girl, she was excited too.
                  When we got to the house Lo decided to celebrate so he called some of his people over and got some liquor of course. Nancy was working a double shift at the hospital so she wasn’t