good grace, and she tended to avoid him.
Without waiting for an invitation, he sat down beside her. âI was sorry to read about the fire.â
The Cedar Cove Chronicle had published a front-page spread about the arson, and everyone in town had been talking about it all week.
âIt wasâ¦a shock,â she mumbled, suddenly cold.
âYouâre going to rebuild, of course?â
She nodded. She couldnât imagine Seth not wanting to rebuild. Within a few months, all of this would be behind them, she told herself again. Everything would be all right. There was simply no other option.
A chill raced up and down her arms as she remembered that this was exactly what sheâd believed the day theyâd buried Jordan. It was over, sheâd thought then. All the relatives would go home and school would start and everything would go on the same as before. Only it hadnât. How naive sheâd been, a thirteen-year-old girl whoâd trusted her parents to maintain the steady course of her life. They hadnât; they couldnât. Their own suffering had made them unable to cope with hers, destroying their marriage and tearing their family apart. Far from being over, the grief had barely begun.
âWarren,â she said, panic rising inside her all at once. She reached for his hand, gripping it hard. She was hyperventilating; she couldnât get her breath. She heard herself gasping for air. The world began to spin.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, and his voice seemed to come from a long way off. âAre you ill?â
âIâ¦donât know,â she said on a choked whisper, the panic settling in. Suddenly she felt an overwhelming need to find her mother.
âWhat should I do?â he asked, placing his arm protectively around her shoulders. âShould I take you to the clinic? Call for an Aid Car?â
She shook her head, feeling small and lost and childlike. âIâ¦I want my mother.â
Warren didnât hesitate. He leaped to his feet. âIâll get her.â
âNo.â She tried not to sob. She was an adult. She should be more capable of dealing with the events in her own life. Looking at Warren, she forced herself to take deep, even breaths. She forced her heart to stop racing.
âI think youâre having a panic attack,â Warren said, brushing damp hair from her temple. âMy poor Justine. Whereâs Seth?â
âH-home.â She couldnât, wouldnât tell him anything more.
âShould I phone him?â
âNo! IâIâm fine now,â she said shakily.
Warren slipped his arm around her and held her head against his shoulder. âDonât worry about a thing,â he whispered soothingly. âIâll take care of you.â
Two
C lutching her textbooks, Allison Cox rushed from her first-period American History to her French class. She slid into her desk and ignored the whispers that ceased abruptly as soon as she entered the room.
No one needed to tell her the topic of conversation. She knew. Everyone was whispering about Anson. Her friends assumed he was the one whoâd burned down The Lighthouse. He wasnât! She refused to believe he was in any way responsible for the fire. Anson wouldnât do anything so underhanded to the Gundersons. Not only had they been good to him, he wasnât that kind of person. He wasnât cruel or vindictive. Allison didnât care what anyone thought or saidâshe wouldnât lose faith in Anson or the love they shared.
Turning, she glared over her shoulder at Kaci and Emily. According to her so-called friends, she waswalking hand in hand with denial. Fine, they could think whatever they wanted; it had nothing to do with her. They could condemn Anson, but she wouldnât.
The class bell rang, and she slowly turned around, ignoring the flow of gossip. Yes, Anson had disappeared right after the fire. Yes, heâd burned down