patience.â She needed answers as much as he did, but she certainly didnât want the fire marshal to rush the investigation.
âDonât you start on me,â he flared. âWeâre losing ground every day. How are we supposed to live without the restaurant?â
âThe insuranceââ
âI know about the insurance money,â he said, cutting her off. âBut we wonât get anything for at least a month. And it isnât going to keep our employees from seeking other jobs. It isnât going to pay back my parentsâ investment. They put their trust in me.â
Sethâs parents had invested a significant amount of the start-up money; Seth and Justine paid them monthly and she knew Mr. and Mrs. Gunderson relied on that income.
Justine didnât have any solutions for him. She recognized that he was distressed about more than the financial implications of the fire, but she had no quick or ready answers. âWhat would you like me to do?â she asked. âTell me and Iâll do it.â
He glared at her in a way sheâd never seen before. âWhat Iâd like,â he muttered, âis for you to stop acting as if this is a temporary inconvenience. The Lighthouse is gone. Weâve lost everything, and youâre acting like itâs no big deal.â Justine recoiled at the unfairness of his words. He made it sound asif she was some kind of Pollyanna who wasnât fully aware of their situation. âDonât you realize the last five years are in ashes?â he railed. âFive years of working sixteen-hour days and for what?â
âBut we havenât lost everything,â she countered, hoping to inject some reason into his tirade. She didnât mean to be argumentative; she simply wanted him to see that although this was a dreadful time, they still had each other. They had their child and their house. Together theyâd find the strength to start overâif only Seth could let go of this anger.
âYouâre doing it again.â He shook his head in barely controlled frustration.
âYou want me to be as angry as you are,â she said.
âYes!â he shouted. âYou should be angry. You should want answers just like I do. You shouldââ
âMore than anything,â she cried, her own control snapping, âI want my husband back. Iâm as sick as you are about everything thatâs happened. Weâve lost our business, and to me thatâs horrible, itâs tragic, but it isnât the end of my world.â
Her husband stared at her, incredulous. âHow can you say that?â
âMaybe youâre trying to lose your wife and son, too,â she yelled, and before she could change her mind, she slipped back inside the car, slamming the door. Seth didnât try to stop her and that was fine with Justine. She needed to get away from him, too.
Without waiting for his reaction, she backed out of the driveway.
With no real destination, Justine drove into town, a few blocks from where Leif attended preschool classes. Her son would be in school for another two hours, and she had nothing urgent to do, no one to see, so she walked down to the marina.
Struggling to find meaning in the disaster that was battering her marriage, she sat down on a wooden bench in Waterfront Park and gazed out at the cove. The sky was even darker now, and the water crashed against the rocks near the shore. She needed to think. Everything would be all right when she got home, she told herself. Seth would be sorry for what heâd said, and sheâ
âJustine, is that you?â
She glanced up to see Warren Saget coming toward her. She offered him a weak smile. She didnât welcome his companyâdidnât want to see anyone right now, but especially Warren, whoâd let it be known that he still had feelings for her. When sheâd declined his proposal, he hadnât taken it with