âItâs not important.â He pulled me close to him. âThree more weeks,â he said. He didnât have to explain what he meant. I had been marking days off my calendar too. In three more weeks, Nickâs time at Somerset would be up and he could go to live with his aunt.
âActually,â I said, âitâs two weeks and six days. But whoâs counting, right?â
âI am,â Nick said. âItâs two weeks and six days until I get out of Somerset. But itâs exactly three weeks until your birthday.â
I stared at him. âHow did you. . . .?â
He grinned. âYouâd be surprised what you can find out if you know who to ask,â he said. âYou know what Iâm going to do on your birthday?â His eyes sparkled. âIâm going to take you out. First weâre going to have dinner together somewhere nice. Then weâre going to go to a movie. Unless you want to do something elseâ maybe go to a concert, if anyone goodâs in town.â
âA movie would be fine,â I said.
âThen,â Nick said, âIâm going to make sure you get home safely instead of having to leave you at a bus stop somewhere.â Nick was allowed out of Somerset only with permission, never at night, and always with a strict curfew and restrictions on where he could go. A worried look flashed across his face. âAny chance youâre going to be staying with your dad on your birthday?â Nick got along okay with my father. My mother, who is divorced from my father and with whom I live most of the time, made him nervous.
âNick,â Mr. Jarvis said, pointing at his watch. âTick-tock.â
He bent down a little and kissed me on the cheek. âThree weeks,â he said. âItâs gonna be great.â
I watched him walk away with Mr. Jarvis, and I wondered again about his appointment. Still, if he was going to be leaving Somerset on schedule, everything was probably okay.
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. . .
I donât remember walking from where Nick had left me to the Buddha. I was still thinking about him, still feeling his lips on my cheek. I spotted Billy first. He was sitting opposite Morgan, with a puppyish look on his face. I was beginning to think that he had developed more than friendly feelings for Morgan over the summer. She had been away at her familyâs cabin while he had been working in the city at a camp for young activists. Had her absence made his heart grow fonder? But as soon as I got inside, I knew I was wrong. They were arguingâ well, actually, Morgan was giving Billy a hard time. Billy was his usual calm self.
As Morgan squished over to make room for me, she said, âIâm glad youâre here. Now we can talk about something that someone actually cares about.â
âWhatâs going on?â I said.
âI was just wondering. . . .â Billy began.
âNo way,â Morgan said. âI donât even want to hear her name. I told you yesterday that I didnât care. Youâve managed to make it through today without mentioning her. Letâs keep it that way, okay Billy? Besides, Robyn isnât interested in her either.â
âInterested in who?â I said.
âTrisha Carnegie,â Billy said.
Morgan scowled. âDidnât I just say that I didnât want to hear her name? Didnât I tell you that she was the last person we want to talk about, or even think about?â
âMaybe sheâs the last thing you want to think about,â Billy said. âBut Robynâs interested, arenât you, Robyn?â
âI guess,â I said. Actually, I wasnât interested in Trisha. But I didnât want to hurt Billyâs feelings. Morgan, however, took a typical Morgan approach. She jabbed me in the ribs.
âTell him,â she said.
âTell him what?â
âTell him that you donât care about Trisha