He can do the figures for you, he can add and . . . whatâs the other thing? All right, donât laugh at me, how much time do you think I had for learning figures, with a father like that? If I can write my name, itâs because Tom here taught me.â
âHe wonât,â he says, âlike it.â He can only manage like this: short, simple, declarative sentences.
âLike? He should be ashamed,â Morgan says.
Kat says, âShame was left out when God made my dad.â
He says, âBecause. Just a mile away. He can easily.â
âCome after you? Just let him.â Morgan demonstrates his fist again: his little nervy Welsh punch.
After Kat had finished swabbing him and Morgan Williams had ceased boasting and reconstructing the assault, he lay up for an hour or two, to recover from it. During this time, Walter came to the door, with some of his acquaintance, and there was a certain amount of shouting and kicking of doors, though it came to him in a muffled way and he thought he might have dreamed it. The question in his mind is, what am I going to do, I canât stay in Putney. Partly this is because his memory is coming back, for the day before yesterday and the earlier fight, and he thinks there might have been a knife in it somewhere; and whoever it was stuck in, it wasnât him, so was it by him? All this is unclear in his mind. What is clear is his thought about Walter: Iâve had enough of this. If he gets after me again Iâm going to kill him, and if I kill him theyâll hang me, and if theyâre going to hang me I want a better reason.
Below, the rise and fall of their voices. He canât pick out every word. Morgan says heâs burned his boats. Kat is repenting of her first offer, a post as pot-boy, general factotum and chucker-out; because, Morganâs saying, âWalter will always be coming round here, wonât he? And âWhereâs Tom, send him home, who paid the bloody priest to teach him to read and write, I did, and youâre reaping the bloody benefit now, you leek-eating cunt.â â
He comes downstairs. Morgan says cheerily, âYouâre looking well, considering.â
The truth is about Morgan Williamsâand he doesnât like him any the less for itâthe truth is, this idea he has that one day heâll beat up his father-in-law, itâs solely in his mind. In fact, heâs frightened of Walter, like a good many people in Putneyâand, for that matter, Mortlake and Wimbledon.
He says, âIâm on my way, then.â
Kat says, âYou have to stay tonight. You know the second day is the worst.â
âWhoâs he going to hit when Iâm gone?â
âNot our affair,â Kat says. âBet is married and got out of it, thank God.â
Morgan Williams says, âIf Walter was my father, I tell you, Iâd take to the road.â He waits. âAs it happens, weâve gathered some ready money.â
A pause.
âIâll pay you back.â
Morgan says, laughing, relieved, âAnd how will you do that, Tom?â
He doesnât know. Breathing is difficult, but that doesnât mean anything, itâs only because of the clotting inside his nose. It doesnât seem to be broken; he touches it, speculatively, and Kat says, careful, this is a clean apron. Sheâs smiling a pained smile, she doesnât want him to go, and yet sheâs not going to contradict Morgan Williams, is she? The Williamses are big people, in Putney, in Wimbledon. Morgan dotes on her; he reminds her sheâs got girls to do the baking and mind the brewing, why doesnât she sit upstairs sewing like a lady, and praying for his success when he goes off to London to do a few deals in his town coat? Twice a day she could sweep through the Pegasus in a good dress and set in order anything thatâs wrong: thatâs his idea. And though as far as he can see she works