women are allowed to do nice things for themselves.” She yawned. “And Elsie’s great flying adventure wasn’t that early.” Said the woman who got up regularly to teach a 6 a.m. yoga class. “Right.” The yawns were contagious. “It was pretty spectacular, though. I think more than one person in the crowd was tempted to get up there with her.” And some, including one four-year-old, didn’t need a trapeze to do it. Uncle Jamie had been pretty busy keeping Aervyn’s feet in contact with the ground. “I wonder what she’ll do with it?” Nat sounded more contemplative now. “That kind of opening creates space.” Lauren’s hips still hurt from the last time Nat had gone about creating space. “Maybe she’ll need a massage too.” “Not a bad idea, but I was thinking more about her mental opening. She’s spent a lot of time in the last weeks learning who Elsie Giannotto isn’t . Now she has this beautiful piece of who she is , or at least who she might be.” Now Lauren was the one who was contemplatively curious. She sighed as Kathy’s hands started smoothing out the kinks in the back of her neck. “And what do you think the piece is? Being brave? Or vulnerable, maybe?” “Some of all of that.” Nat was silent a long moment. “But mostly, I think she learned the power of feeling oriented. That she is at her most wonderful when she has a direction. A compass.” It took Lauren a moment to twig to the wistful note in her best friend’s voice. “You want her to come back.” “Yeah.” Nat sighed. “I miss my intern.” “So tell her that.” As soon as she said it, Lauren knew that was the wrong answer. “Never mind. That’s advice for my intern, not yours.” Lizard needed the possibilities spelled out to believe them. For Elsie, it would just be another kind of pressure—and Nat would only want a choice freely given. Lauren tried not to squirm under Kathy’s relentless fingers. Maybe she had a ray of hope to offer up in the meantime. “Lizard’s considering coming to a class. Says it might be good to know more about what you offer. Lots of clients are looking for things like yoga in their neighborhood.” Nat laughed, delighted. “At the risk of repeating myself, tell her that grown women are allowed to do nice things for themselves. We don’t need an excuse.” Ha. Given how cranky her intern had been since poetry night, Lauren wasn’t looking to be the deliverer of unwelcome messages. “Maybe you can smooth out a few of her prickles.” “She did that herself,” said Nat quietly. “That poem was an anthem to setting your prickles aside. It’s just going to take her a little while to feel safe staying in the new world she drew.” The poem had been monumental, and the “new world” idea was an interesting one. “I thought the poem was about telling the world—and herself—that she isn’t stupid. She could be smart and still be plenty prickly.” She could feel Nat’s grin. “If you wanted totally smooth and easy, you picked the wrong intern.” Point. Although she hadn’t exactly picked Lizard. “Maybe I’ll send her for a massage. Dial down the office cranky factor.” Nat hummed as Boris clearly did something wonderful to her feet. “You might want to wait until after she crosses paths with Josh and finds out that he got to see her metaphorically naked.” Lauren squirmed. Not Kathy’s fault this time—Nat knew how to head right for the jugular. “You think I was wrong to invite him?” “No.” Nat chuckled. “But I’m pretty sure Lizard isn’t going to share my opinion.” That was a pretty safe bet. Damn. ~ ~ ~ Melvin sat in his comfy chair and waited. He was pretty sure it was the last time in the afternoon he’d be doing anything quietly. Aervyn was a marvelous