I had kept the âmultiple entryâ visa given me in February, during my âAfghan mission.â So I didnât have to say anything to anyone. Nothing asked. I didnât have to go by the Pakistani embassy to explain myself. And now that Iâm here, Iâm determined not to say more than I have to. That will last as long as it lasts. It will cause problems, of course, with various contacts and, especially, with officials. But too bad for the officials. Iâll have other occasions for them to tell me what I already know: that Pearl had been here since Christmas. That he was on the trail of the man with the shoe bomb on the Paris-Miami airbus, Richard Colvin Reid. That he had been âoverly intrusive,â too âprying,â sticking his nose into delicate matters that donât concern foreigners. That he was wrong to trust Omar Sheikh, who had hoodwinked him by promising to lead him to Reidâs guru, Mubarak Ali Shah Gilani, leader of Jamaat al-Fuqrah, the terrorist sect on the FBIâs list of terrorist organizations, and who on said day, instead of leading him to Gilani, took him to a house in the suburbs of Karachi where, after eight days, on 31 January, he was executed. That Omar Sheikh was arrested. That he is at this very moment on trial. That it is through his trial that the regime decided to focus on Islamism in Pakistanâwe are following the case, Mr. Lévy! Let justice run its course! Donât be too nosy yourself . . .
For now, there are the places. The atmospheres. The air Pearl breathed, every day, after his arrival on a winter morning at the Karachi airport. Thereâs the Marriott, where I also have taken a room. The Hotel Akbar, in Rawalpindi, where he met for the first time his future executioner, Omar Sheikh, and where I must go myself. The Village Garden, in the lower city, their rendezvous the evening of his abduction. There is the place of his ordeal. The place where his body was found, cut in ten pieces, then put back together for burial: the torso, the head placed at the base of the neck, the arms severed at the shoulders, the thighs, the legs, the feet. All the places he had been, tragic or ordinary, where I want to try to find, to sense, his presence. And for all of thatâall the mystery surrounding Pearl, to retrace his steps, to imagine what he felt, lived, and sufferedâI donât need a visa or meetings in high places, or, especially, too much visibility.
The role of an ordinary tourist suits me fine. At least it allows me to ward off the real risk of being taken for a âjournalistâ: a category not only defamatory, but unintelligible in a country which I know (and which I will soon have the occasion to verify) is drugged on fanaticism, doped on violence, and has lost even the very idea of what a free press could be. Daniel Pearl . . . The group of English journalists stoned in December in the Pashtun hills of Chaman . . . The BBC team attacked around the same time somewhere on the Afghan border . . . The journalist from The Independent , Robert Fisk, beaten and injured by a crowd of fanaticized Afghan refugees . . . Shaheen Sehbai, the courageous editor of the Karachi News threatened with death by the secret service for going too far on, precisely, the Pearl affair . . . In fact, he was forced to flee to the United States . . . So, low profile. Iâm content with a low profile.
âSorry, itâs the police,â the driver says suddenly as he pulls over to the side.
I had asked him to leave the main road, using the traffic as a pretext, but in fact what I wanted was to find a guest-house down a side street where I had stayed thirty years ago, just before leaving for India and Bangladesh. I was absorbed in my recollectionsâthe bizarre feeling of having already seen these streets, these low houses, but as if in another life, as if in a dreamâengrossed, also, in grim reflections on the freedom of the press in
Gene Wentz, B. Abell Jurus