divorce. They gave her dual sympathies, one for the loss of her uncle and another for her failed marriage. Most followed up with some sentiment about how they had been so sure she and Ian were going to make it. She just nodded. She had thought so, too.
Ian managed to give her a quick, awkward hug at the gravesite before everyone started to disperse. She assumed the reason for the affection stemmed from the missing girlfriend. A quick stab of hope flared in her chest. Maybe theyâd broken up? Maybe they wouldnât be getting married? Maybe he would come home? She quickly shook the thought away and gave him a small smile.
âYour eulogy was really touching. You did a good job. Jimmy would have appreciated it,â she told him truthfully. He simply nodded and thanked her before he walked away.
Lexi went with Ron and Kelly to their house afterward. Their son, Aidan, had stayed at the neighborâs, being too young to attend the service. It was nice to see him.
âAunt Lex, do you want to watch me play a video game?â he asked excitedly. Willa was already trapped.
âSure,â Lexi agreed, though she would rather have watched paint dry than watch her six-year-old nephew drive around in a bubble collecting letters to spell the word happiness . She almost couldnât remember how to spell that word. She certainly didnât know how to feel it.
Thanks to Willa, Lexi was able to escape to the kitchen a few minutes later.
âDid you notice Meeeeeeghan wasnât at the service?â Kelly asked in her overemphasized way. It had become her joke when Aidan wasnât around.
âYes. What do you think it means?â Again the hope leaped into existence, and she quickly squashed it.
âI told him she said something snotty to you at the viewing,â Kelly admitted.
âWhat? How did you know?â
âI didnât. I just figured.â She shrugged.
âKelly, you need to be nice to her. Especially because she might be your sister-in-law someday.â
âNo way.â Kellyâs face turned grim as her body tensed.
âShe alluded,â Alexis said with a frown.
âAlluded?â
âYeah. She made it sound like it was going to happen. Like they might get married.â She swallowed, trying to choke down the idea of her husband marrying another woman.
Kellyâs eyes narrowed.
âShe told me they were getting married, too,â Willa said as she came into the kitchen. She filled a glass with water and leaned against the counter. âI asked Ian last night, and he said he wasnât marrying anyone at the moment.â
âAt the moment?â Lexi repeated, not knowing what that meant exactly.
âLook, even if my brother is stupid enough to marry this girl, she will never, I repeat never be my sister. You are my sister and she can just suck it.â
âMama said âsuck itâ!â Aidan laughed from the living room, while Kelly squeezed her eyes shut. Lexi and Willa couldnât help but laugh, too.
âAidan!â she barked in her mom voice. Kelly turned back to them sadly. âI really donât like this,â she said with tears in her eyes.
Willa put her arm around her sister and said, âMe neither.â
âItâs going to be okay,â Lexi said. âHe needs to be happy. No matter who makes him happy, we should want that.â
âYou were too good for him,â Kelly said and shook her head.
That wasnât true.
Ian had been a wonderful husband, always there when she needed him. Always noticing the stupid little things, like when she got her hair cut or bought a new dress. He was a husband her friends had always been jealous of. Right until he wasnât her husband anymore.
Sheâd scared him off. Sheâd realized it immediately after he moved out, and sheâd tried to tone down the crazy, obsessed, must-be-a-mother complex so she could be the doting wife again, but she