else, so he took the opportunity to change the subject to her classes. Soon she was off, giving him an excited description of how many times sheâd had her hands inside a cadaver.
He was almost relieved when Meeghan asked him to take her home a few minutes later.
Meeghan had to get up early, so it was understandable, but he knew it was more about her not feeling comfortable with his family.
This had been strange for him. When heâd started dating Alexis, his family had welcomed her with open arms. Sheâd fit right in and loved everyone. His family wasnât warming up to Meeghan in the same way at all. They certainly werenât rude or nasty to Meeghan, at least not to her face, but she didnât seem to like anyone.
Ianâs older sister was too nosy, his mother thought she was better than everyone, and his father was too opinionated. Willa had been spared only because she lived too far away. Most of her conclusions were somewhat true, but Alexis seemed to accept their shortcomings and love them anyway.
While Meeghan went to the car, Ian went to say good-bye to his mother. He found her in the kitchen with Kelly, talking about him. He paused in the hall to listen.
âItâs not right. Lex was just as close to Jimmy as the rest of us. Itâs not fair that she has to deal with this on her own because heâs being so stupid,â Kelly snarled.
âYour brother is hurting, too,â his mother said in his defense. âHeâs just too stubborn to fix things so he doesnât have to hurt so much. He still loves her. I know he does.â
Ian swallowed and walked into the kitchen so he wouldnât have to hear anymore. As far as defenses went, his motherâs was letting him down on many levels.
âIâm heading out,â he said.
âOkay, sweetie. Weâll see you tomorrow at the service. Do you mind if we have Alexis sit with us?â
âThatâs fine, Mom.â
âWill it upset Megan?â she asked with a frown. She had pronounced her name in the traditional way, despite having been corrected by Meeghan many, many times.
âSheâll be okay.â He wasnât sure if Meeghan would be okay or not, but it didnât really matter. Alexis should be allowed to sit with the family because she was family. Or at least closer to family than Meeghan.
As he walked out to the car, he felt much older than his thirty years. He shouldnât have to deal with things like whether his girlfriend would be upset about his wife . . . ex -wife. Ian missed Jimmy, and he missed Lexi, too.
âIâm not going to the funeral tomorrow. I have to work, and I donât like funerals,â Meeghan told him as he was driving her to her apartment.
Who liked funerals? For a moment he thought about explaining to her how she would be going to the funeral to help him and support him during a sad time in his life, but he didnât. She didnât get it. Something that had been second nature to Lexi went completely over Meeghanâs head.
He knew this thing with Meeghan wasnât going to last forever. They didnât have much in common, and she was too young. Not in actual age but in maturity. She was twenty-two. The age of going out every weekend to clubs with her friends. The age he had been when he and Lexi started dating.
Alexis had been twenty then and had never seemed as young as Meeghan.
They hadnât gone out partying with their friends. Theyâd been content to watch a movie with a pizza and beer.
He would never tell Kelly this, but she was right about everything. He was definitely an asshole. He realized it more and more every day.
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The funeral was relatively drama free. Ian gave a very emotional eulogy, and Lexi had to fight the urge to go stand next to him to offer him support as he wiped his tears. She knew how much he loved his uncle, and how much he was hurting.
There was more family that she hadnât seen since the