one of her clients.
âHello?â
âCaroline?â
Her pulse faltered at the familiarity of the voice. It had been six months since sheâd last heard it, but when one had been intimately involved with a man for over a year, there were certain things one didnât forget. Like his voice. And the promises heâd made ⦠and those heâd broken.
âBen.â
âHow are you?â
âJust fine,â she said. Actually, she was trying to figure that one out. The initial sound of his voice had touched off a reaction, but it seemed to have been more one of surprise than anything else.
âIâm back in town.â
âOh?â
âUh-huh. I finished up in Madrid.â
Benjamin Howe was a floating member of the diplomatic corps. Only after the fact had Caroline realized that he manipulated his assignments to coincide with his love life. Or vice versa.
âHow was it?â she asked, plucking uncomfortably at those parts of her shift that were clinging to her skin.
âInteresting. But itâs good to be home. Tell me about you. What have you been up to?â
She shrugged. âSame old thing, Ben.â
âStill counseling?â
âItâs my field.â
He paused as though trying to think of something else to say. Or waiting for her to pick up the ball. Eventually he asked, âHave you had any interesting cases lately?â
âTheyâre all interesting.â
âI mean, anything out of the ordinary?â
âUnfortunately, broken homes arenât out of the ordinary nowadays. Neither are disturbed children, unfortunately.â
âFortunately for you, or youâd be out of business.â
She tried to take his words for the humor she knew heâd intended, but still they sounded crass. She was beginning to feel uncomfortable in ways that had nothing to do with her stifling apartment. Ben, whoâd once fascinated her with his good looks and exciting position, no longer did. She wasnât sure why heâd called.
âIâd be very happy to be out of business,â she said, âif it meant there was less unhappiness in the world, just as Iâm sure an oncologist would be thrilled by a cure for cancer.â
âAh, so lofty.â
âNo. But I do mean what I say.â
There was a long pause, then a quiet âTouché.â
Carolineâs lips formed the reluctant beginnings of a smile. Ben had always been astute to the nuances of words. It was necessary in his work. Apparently he hadnât lost his touch while heâd been in Spain.
âYouâre still angry at me,â he decided. If his perceptiveness was off just a hair, it was because he couldnât see her indulgent expression.
âNo.â Sheâd grown a lot since she and Ben had broken up. âIâm not angry.â
âBut you havenât forgotten.â
âNo woman forgets promises of undying love. That doesnât mean she has to wither and die when the promises are broken.â
âSo youâve moved on? That has to say something about the love you felt for me.â
âI never said that I loved you. Not once.â
In the lengthy silence that followed, Caroline tugged open a kitchen drawer, took out an elastic band and, balancing the phone between jaw and shoulder, scooped her hair into a high, makeshift ponytail. The ends were wet. Her neck was even wetter. She wanted that iced tea. She wanted the window seat. She wanted peace and quiet.
âNo, you never did say that, did you?â Ben asked, then went on before she could agree. âBut, look, I didnât call to rehash the past. I just thought itâd be fun to get together. How about a drink? For old timesâ sake, if nothing else.â
âTonight?â
âSure.â
âUh, thanks, Ben, but Iâm beat. Maybe another time.â
âHow about tomorrow?â
She shook her head. âLate
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