been in his late thirties or early forties. He had one heck of a scar below his right eye.â
âAnd he was alone?â
âNo, there were a few others riding with him, all packing.â Morris pauses. âThey werenât friends of yer fatherâs, were they?â
The pistolâs humming at my hip again.
Goddamn you, Morris. You as good as killed him.
âKate?â Morris reaches âcross the counter and touches my hand. âDid something happen?â
I pull away. I need to get outta here. I need to leave before I put a bullet between poor Morrisâs eyes.
âYer sure everythingâs all right?â he prods.
I think of what heâll say if I tell him the truth.
Talk to Bowers. Report the raid to Fort Whipple.
But Bowers, like the honest sheriff he is, left a few days back to track a horse thief who rode through town, and Whippleâs soldiers protect settlers âgainst Apache raids, not attacks from their own kind. Not that I got the time for neither. The longer I stand here yapping, the farther south those bastards slip, riding to the devil knows where. I gotta go home and load up my horse. I gotta ride after âem before the trail goes cold.
âKate?â Morris says again. âDid something happen?â
âNah, everythingâs dandy.â
I even buy ammo and supplies just to make him shut pan.
In the last bit of remaining sunlight, I dig through whatâs left of the house. Pockets of ash are still warm, and certain pieces of furniture fared better than others. Half my bed frameâs still standing. Our kitchen table ainât nothing but coals, but the kettleâs sitting there atop the rubble, like a hen on eggs.
In what used to be Paâs bedroom, I find what Iâd run into the flames for originally: an old metal lunch box he kept stocked with valuables and tucked beneath his mattress. Heâd also had a worn leather journal always stowed beside it, but there ainât a sign of that left. Bet it made some mighty fine kindling.
I pluck out the lunch box and bang on it with the fire poker till the warped latch gives. Inside is a drawstring pouch holding a dusting of gold. Pa never liked to talk much âbout the early days, but I know he spent some time prospecting down in Wickenburg before he and Ma came north and settled near Prescott. The meager funds he earned then helped raise our house âlong the creek, and I reckon nearly everything he had left got spent trying to save Ma from consumption. I were nearly four when she bit.
I shake the pouch, making the gold dance. Looks like there ainât more than a few dozen dollars here, but thatâs more than Iâs ever called my own. I pocket it and find a picture of Pa, Ma, and meâstill a bundle of a babyâbeneath the pouch.
I touch Paâs black-and-white face with my thumb. Heâs standing all protective-like, one arm wrapped round Maâs shoulder and the other touching the grip of his pistol. Iâm a perfect blend of the both of âem: dark hair from Ma, but extra inches in height gained from Pa. Skin thatâs caught somewhere between his fair complexion and her golden bronze. She were Mexican, living in Tucson when Pa passed through running cattle years back. The way he told it, there werenât a more beautiful woman in all the Territory. Truth be told, there still ainât many women in Arizona, but Ma
was
pretty. I glance back at the photo. Piercing eyes and high cheeks and a sternness âbout her that makes me proud.
In a way, itâs a blessing she died young. Prescott ainât taking kindly to Mexicans lately. Theyâre run outta town or spat at on the streets. I been seeing less and less of âem since I were a kid, and the cowardly part of meâs happy half my features are Paâs. That I talk like him too.
The only thing left in the box is documentsâa deed for our acreage, secured through the Homestead