ready to dig too deep. She picked up her fork and said nothing.
âI hope the spinet is all right. I donât know very much about instruments.â
âItâs a beautiful instrument.â
âThe man who sold it to me told me it was top-of-the-line. I know you need to practice, so I thought⦠In any case, if it doesnât suit, youâve only toââ
âItâs fine.â They ate in silence until Vanessa fell back on manners. âThe town looks very much the same,â she began, in a light, polite voice. âDoes Mrs. Gaynor still live on the corner?â
âOh yes.â Relieved, Loretta began to chatter. âSheâs nearly eighty now, and still walks every day, rain or shine, to the post office to get her mail. The Breckenridges moved away, oh, about five years ago. Went south. A nice family bought their house. Three children. The youngest just started school this year. Heâs a pistol. And the Hawbaker boy, Rick, you remember? You used to baby-sit for him.â
âI remember being paid a dollar an hour to be driven crazy by a little monster with buckteeth and a slingshot.â
âThatâs the one.â Loretta laughed. It was a sound, Vanessa realized, that sheâd remembered all through the years. âHeâs in college now, on a scholarship.â
âHard to believe.â
âHe came to see me when he was home last Christmas. Asked about you.â She fumbled again, cleared her throat. âJoanieâs still here.â
âJoanie Tucker?â
âItâs Joanie Knight now,â Loretta told her. âShe married young Jack Knight three years ago. They have a beautiful baby.â
âJoanie,â Vanessa murmured. Joanie Tucker, who had been her best friend since her earliest memory, her confidante, wailing wall and partner in crime. âShe has a child.â
âA little girl. Lara. They have a farm outside of town. I know sheâd want to see you.â
âYes.â For the first time all day, Vanessa felt something click. âYes, I want to see her. Her parents, are they well?â
âEmily died almost eight years ago.â
âOh.â Vanessa reached out instinctively to touch her motherâs hand. As Joanie had been her closest friend, so had Emily Tucker been her motherâs. âIâm so sorry.â
Loretta looked down at their joined hands, and her eyes filled. âI still miss her.â
âShe was the kindest woman Iâve ever known. I wish I hadââ But it was too late for regrets. âDr. Tucker, is he all right?â
âHam is fine.â Loretta blinked back tears, and tried not to be hurt when Vanessa removed her hand. âHe grieved hard, but his family and his work got him through. Heâll be so pleased to see you, Van.â
No one had called Vanessa by her nickname in more years than she could count. Hearing it now touched her.
âDoes he still have his office in his house?â
âOf course. Youâre not eating. Would you like something else?â
âNo, this is fine.â Dutifully she ate a forkful of salad.
âDonât you want to know about Brady?â
âNo.â Vanessa took another bite. âNot particularly.â
There was something of the daughter she remembered in that look. The slight pout, the faint line between the brows. It warmed Lorettaâs heart, as the polite stranger had not. âBrady Tucker followed in his fatherâs footsteps.â
Vanessa almost choked. âHeâs a doctor?â
âThatâs right. Had himself a fine, important position with some hospital in New York. Chief resident, I think Ham told me.â
âI always thought Brady would end up pitching for the Orioles or going to jail.â
Loretta laughed again, warmly. âSo did most of us. But he turned into quite a respectable young man. Of course, he was always too handsome for his