image of Norahâs jiggling tits gave him some idea what he was missing. She was cute, but knocked up. He definitely didnât need to think about her tits. His client, Marcus, waited on the battered leather couch having a conversation with Puck, another of Kaiâs artists. Puck was chewing a Rice Krispies Treat.
Kai raised his hand in greeting and then ducked into his office to grab the artwork. Marcus stood at the counter waiting.
âHereâs the art.â Kai slid the sheet in front of him.
âLooks great,â Marcus said, nodding.
âGood. Pay Tommy here and Iâll go set up.â He handed Tommy the invoice and returned to his station. He made the thermal of the designâan eagle flying with the American flagâand set up his ink.
In here, with the buzz of the machine and the color of the art, he didnât have to think about anything else. He didnât have to worry about his mom or fighting with his sister. The art was everything.
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Norah stared at her laundry basket full of clothes. She had no space to call her own. When sheâd come home, she more or less commandeered Jimmyâs room, which was almost a full apartment in the attic. Growing up, it had been the boysâ bedrooms, but Jimmy remodeled so he could have a living room, bedroom, and bath. Little had he known that Tommy and Sean would both move back home. They lived in the basement. Kevin was the only one who left and stayed gone.
Sheâd been here for weeks, but it was still Jimmyâs room and it wasnât fair for her to take it over.
Two quick knocks sounded at the door before Jimmy stuck his head in. âHey.â
âHi. I was just thinking about you.â
âYeah?â He came into the room.
âI have no idea what Dad filled my old bedroom with downstairs. I tried looking through it, but he yelled that I need to keep my hands off his stuff.â
Jimmy rubbed a hand over his head. âI donât really know whatâs in there either. I forget that room exists.â
âI told you before that Iâd move in there so you can have your room back. But you gotta do something about Dad.â
âYou can stay here. I donât think Iâll be needing the space much longer.â
Norahâs eyes widened. âWhat do you mean?â
Where the hell was Jimmy going? Sheâd just come home. She wasnât ready for him to leave her life again. Sheâd been counting on him being there.
He sat on the edge of the bed. âI was planning on talking to all of you guys at once, but since youâre the only one home, Iâll start with you.â He patted the spot beside him.
She sat and a sinking feeling gripped her. The last time Jimmy spoke with her like this, heâd told her he was joining the army and she was being shipped off to Aunt Bridgetâs.
âMoira and I are serious. Iâve asked her to buy a house with me and move in together.â
âWhat? You like just started dating. Isnât that rushing it a bit?â He was leaving, just like she feared. The one guy she needed in her life to lean on and he was leaving.
âI love her.â Jimmy put his arm around her shoulder. âWeâre going to look for something in the neighborhood so Iâm close to Dad and you. Iâll be around, but itâs time for me to start living my life.â
She shot up. âStart? Youâve been living your life for years. Thatâs why you got rid of me when I was twelve. So you could go be a soldier. Then a cop.â
âI always made sure you were taken care of.â
âItâs not the same. And now . . .â She rubbed her tight belly where the baby did a flip. Her breaths shortened and she stepped farther away from Jimmy.
âYouâre not alone, Norah.â
Right now, she felt completely alone.
âWeâre all here for you. Weâve tried to help, but youâre not letting any of us in.