black handles and looked over at Ben. Then they walked up the driveway to an old station wagon parked in the street.
Clumps of hair fell to the ugly orange tiles of the motel bathroom.
âHold still,â Mum said.
âHow much are you cutting off?â Ben asked. âI donât wanna have a haircut.â
âDonât be silly. Weâre all having haircuts.â
âWhy?â
âHoliday haircuts,â she said. âThatâs what you do on holidays.â
âAs if,â Ben said. The only guy he could remember coming back from holidays with a haircut was Robert Dewar, who lived two doors up from Nan. Heâd fallen asleep chewing gum and it went all through his hair and he had to have it shaved. Heâd returned to school bald.
âItâs looking better already,â Mum said. âI forgot you had eyes.â
âHave you ever cut hair before?â Ben asked, doubtful.
âYou know Iâve always wanted to. Iâm going to cut mine in a minute,â she said, snipping carefully away at his fringe. Ben could see her fingernails in close-up, bitten back to the nail bed. The tips of her fingers looked red and sore.
âI hope you do as bad a job on yours as youâre doing on mine,â Ben said. âAnd why arenât you cutting Oliveâs?â
âHer hairâs too beautiful. She can wear pigtails or a bun. Look down,â Mum said, her tongue poking out as she concentrated on steering around Benâs ear.
âWhy donât we just wait till morning and go to a hairdresser?â Ben asked.
They had been driving for about five hours when the rain became too heavy to see the road. The wipers on the car Uncle Chris had lent them did not work well. The car was even older than the Green Machine. Ben couldnât work out why they had bothered swapping. So they had pulled off the highway into Rest Haven, a deadbeat motel with a flickering fluorescent sign out the front.
âDonât use your whiny voice,â Mum said.
She often accused him of whining, so Ben said in his deepest, most manly voice, âWhy donât we just go to a hairdresser?â
âItâs more fun this way,â she said.
âWhatâs fun about having your hair hacked off by a maniac with a pair of nail scissors?â
âMind your tongue,â she said. âHead down.â
Ben watched another handful of thick brown hair drop to the tiles. There was more hair on the floor than Ben remembered having on his head. Another large clump fell. He looked up into the mirror again and a tiny scream leapt from his mouth. His hair was an inch long.
âI think it looks good,â she said. âMore like a boy.â
âGood? I look like a toilet brush!â
âOh, stop complaining, you big boob,â she said.
âBoob?â he said, raising his voice and standing up. âIâm not a âboobâ. People are going to be cleaning toilets with my head.â
âSit!â Mum said, like she was speaking to Golden, their dog.
âNo,â Ben said.
âOi!â he heard from the next room.
He looked at Mum, thinking for a second. There was no point getting Dad upset. He turned and studied his reflection in the mirror. âThis room is where hair comes to die.â
âItâs a new look.â
âHoliday haircuts,â he grunted as he flopped back into the chair.
A grin spread over Mumâs lips as she tidied up the sides.
âIâm hungry,â Ben said.
âWell, we donât have anything. It wonât hurt you to skip a few meals.â
Ben looked at her in the mirror. She knew he was paranoid about his weight because heâd told her the things kids said at school. She gave him an apologetic look and kept cutting.
âOw!â he said, grabbing his ear. He looked at his hand. Blood.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry. Let me look at it.â
Ben