whoâd lived in the Victorian house on a quiet street in Sagebrush had gathered there and just enjoyed a ladiesâ night of chatting and sharing backgrounds. All of them were connected in so many waysâthrough their professions, friendships or family ties.
Lily had felt so alone after Troy had died, but that night all of the women had made her feel as if she had a support network.
âTell me,â Lily said to Francesca.
âYour older daughter weighs four point two pounds, is seventeen inches long, and needs a little time to put on weight. Weâre giving her CPAP treatment. Sheâs breathing on her own and is definitely a crier when sheâs unhappy.â
The continuous positive airway pressure would help the infant breathe but not breathe for her. Lilyâs heart swelled with love for this tiny baby although she hadnât even laid eyes on her yet. âAnd my youngest?â Lilyâs voice shook a little bit when she asked.
âShe weighs four pounds, is sixteen and a half inches and had trouble breathing.â Francesca immediatelyheld up both hands. âNow, donât panic. We have her stabilized. Sheâs on a ventilator for nowââ
âOh my God!â Lilyâs chest felt so tight she could hardly breathe.
âI mean it, Lily. Donât panic. Weâll wean her off it. Her lungs need to develop and, of course, she needs to gain weight, too, before she can go home.â
âWhen can I see them?â
Francesca sighed. âI shouldnât allow it, but I know youâre not going to rest or get any sleep until I let you visit them.â
Lily nodded. She was happy, afraid and plain exhausted. But she had to see them.
âAll right. Iâll find a wheelchair. But you can only have a few minutes with them, and then I need to tuck you in. Childbirth is natural, but itâs traumatic, too, and you need time to recover.â
âI know,â Lily said. âWhen do you think Iâll be discharged?â
âYouâll have to ask Jared that, but my guess is youâll be here until Sunday morning.â
At least sheâd be here so she could visit her babies. Her babies . Everything about their birth came rushing back, especially Mitchâs presence and support. âCan Mitch come, too?â
Francesca hesitated and looked from one of them to the other. âThis is just for a few minutes. You both have to wear masks and sterile gowns. Iâll be right back.â
Mitch looked troubled. âAre you sure you want me there, Lily?â
âYou helped me bring them into the world. Of course, I want you there.â
Maybe it was because of the letter Troy had left forher. In it, heâd told her heâd asked Mitch to look after her if anything happened to him. Heâd trusted Mitch, and that made it easy for her to trust him, too. Heâd certainly come through for her tonight.
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Ten minutes later, Lily and Mitch were in the NIC unit, staring at her two precious little girls. The babies absolutely snatched Lilyâs breath away.
Mitch stood behind her, his hand on her shoulder. âHave you considered names?â
âNow that I see them, I can name them.â She pointed to her firstborn, saying lightly, âSophie, Iâd like you to meet Mitch. He helped me bring you into this world.â
Her baby opened her eyes, seemed to gaze at them both for a few seconds before she closed them again.
Lilyâs heart overflowed with love as her focus turned to her youngest, who needed help to breathe.
Mitchâs fingers tightened on Lilyâs shoulder and she was so grateful for his quiet strength, his stalwart caring.
âAnd this tiny angel isââ Lilyâs voice caught. Finally she managed to say, âHer name is Grace.â
Mitch crouched down beside Lily so he could see her children from her vantage point. The slant of his jaw almost grazed her cheek as he reassured