Maybe he couldnât do it, but I had no intention of putting that to the test.
Grim stayed outside and so did Donagan, whose arrival I saw between the open shutters. Once heâd tethered his horse, he leaned on the wall chatting as Grim finished his work with the pitchfork. That gave me breathing time, which I used not only to prepare the meal, but to put my thoughts in order. Step by small step; that was the only way Iâd survive my time of penance. My lesson in patience. Or whatever it was.
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Donagan had brought a gift of oaten bread. It went well with the soup. Dog sat under the table, feasting on crusts. Our guest waited until we had all finished eating before he came to the purpose of his visit. âMistress Blackthorn, Lady Flidais has asked to see you, at your convenience.â
Nothing surprising about that, since Lady Flidais, wife to the prince, had been under my care since sheâd first discovered she was expecting a child. The infant would not be born before autumn, and thus far the lady had remained in robust health. It was typical of her, if not of Donagan, that this had been presented as a request rather than as an order.
âI can come by this afternoon, if that suits Lady Flidais,â I told him. âI have one or two folk to visit in the settlement.â This had to be more than it seemed, or theyâd have sent an ordinary messenger, not the princeâs right-hand man. âIs Lady Flidais unwell?â
âThe lady is quite well. She has a request to make of you.â
There was a silence; no doubt Donagan felt the weight of our scrutiny.
âCan you tell us what it is?â I asked. âOr must this wait until I see her?â
âIâve been given leave to tell you. King Ruairi and Queen Eabha will be traveling south soon for the High Kingâs council; they and their party will be away from Dalriada until well after midsummer. The king requires Prince Oran to be at court for that period, acting in his place.â
My thoughts jumped ahead to an uncomfortable conclusion. Lady Flidais and the prince both loved the peaceful familiarity of Winterfalls. I was quite certain theyâd rather stay here than go to the kingâs court at Cahercorcan, some twenty miles north. But although Oran was not your usual kind of nobleman, he wouldnât refuse a request from his father, the king of Dalriada. And where Oran went, Flidais would be wanting to go too. The two of them were inseparable, like lovers in a grand old story. If they needed to be at court for two turnings of the moon or more, that meant . . . My guts protested, clenching themselves into a tight ball.
Grim said what I could not bring myself to say. âThe lady, sheâll be wanting Blackthorn at court with her. That what youâre telling us?â
âLady Flidais will explain,â Donagan said. âBut yes, that is what she would prefer. Lady Flidais does not place a great deal of trust in the court physicians.â He fell silent, gazing into his empty soup bowl. Grim and I stayed quiet too. There was a long, long list of reasons why the prospect of going to court disturbed us; not all of them were reasons we could share with Donagan or indeed with Lady Flidais.
âInconvenient, I know,â the kingâs man said eventually, still not meeting my eye or Grimâs. âYour young helper would need to act as healer here in your absence. And . . . well, I understand this wouldnât be much to your liking.â Now he glanced across at Grim. âLady Flidaisâs invitation extends to both of you. Since itâs for some time, there would be private quarters provided.â
âInvitation,â echoed Grim. âBut not the sort of invitation a person says no to, coming from a prince and all.â
Donagan gave Grim a crooked smile. I had come to understand that he had a soft spot for my companion,