Rosewood from her. So as Katie told Henry about her uncleâs visit, he just sat and nodded as he took everything in.
ââI lied to him, Henry,ââ said Katie finally, slowly getting tearful. ââWeâve been trying so hard all this time to do the right thing, but look what itâs led to. I thought with Uncle Templeton here, the lying was all over. But suddenly there I was not telling the truth again. Yet at the same time, Iâm afraid to tell him the truth.ââ
Henry sat thinking a minute or two.
ââAh reckon datâs a trial ter bear, all right,ââ he said. ââTryinâ ter do da right thingâs mighty hard sumtimes. Ainât easy ter walk an upright life. Lot easier not ter worry âbout truf anâ right. But wâen a body wants ter live by truf, sum er lifeâs questions git a mite mo complercated. Yer facinâ one er dose now.ââ
ââWhat am I going to do, Henry?ââ asked Katie in almost a pleading tone.
Again Henry was thoughtful.
ââYou got ter listen ter yo heartâwhat does yo heart tell you is da right thing? Whaâchu think God wants yer ter do?ââ
ââI donât know!ââ
ââBut you think lyinâ ter yer uncleâs wrong. Ainât dat what Iâm doinâ here? Ainât dat why you axâed foâ Henryâs advice?ââ
ââI donât know. . . yes, it must be wrong, mustnât it?ââ
ââAh reckon mosâ ob da time lyinâs wrong, all right. Ah always figger what makes a lie a lie is tryinâ ter deceive sum one fer a selfish reason. Ah reckon effen a man was tryinâ ter hurt Jeremiah, Iâd lie all day long ter keep him from findinâ him. But I donât figger datâd be selfish ob meâIâd be tryinâ ter protect my son, an effen dat was wrong, well, ah reckon Iâd have ter talk ter God âbout it later. So you gotter axâis you beinâ selfish, Miz Kathleen?ââ
ââI donât know. I suppose a little. Iâm just trying to think whatâs best for everyone. But Iâm trying to find whatâs best for me too.ââ
ââBut ainât nobodyâs life in danger.ââ
ââExcept Emmaâs.ââ
ââYep, dere is dat, all right. Youâs right dere.ââ
ââWere you thinking about those things when you shot that man Bilsby?ââ Katie asked, thinking back on Henryâs loathing of guns, yet of how he shot a man to protect Katie and meâ as it turns out, the very man who killed our families.
A faraway look came into Henryâs eye.
ââNo, Miz Kathleen,ââ he said at length, ââah canât rightly say I wuz. Sumtimes things happen so fasâ you gots ter trust yer instincts âbout right anâ wrong. Datâs why you gots ter practice so hard doinâ right da resâ ob da time, so dat wâen da time er crisis comes, yeâll do it wiffout thinkinâ âbout hit. Iâll go tâ my grave wonderinâ ef I did da right thing. But at dat moment wâen I wuz lookinâ out dat winder wiff dat gun in my hanâs, ah wuznât âbout ter see Miz Mayme, anâ maybe you too, killed in front ob my own eyes when I cud stop it.ââ
Henry paused and sighed at the memory.
ââYep, Miz Kathleen,ââ he said, ââright anâ wrongâs a mighty difficult thing ter see wiff clear eyes sumtimes, anâ datâs da truf.ââ
ââThen you think I should tell my uncle . . . tell him everything?ââ
ââOnly you can say dat foâ shoâ, Miz Kathleen. A bodyâs gotter listen tâ God fer hisseâf. Datâs why I canât tell you what you oughter do, âcuz I