mad at him when he looks at me like that. He’s just too gorgeous and takes my breath away! I want to embed my tongue in that dimple while I am doing other things to his body. Is it wrong of me to want to push him down right here and ravage his body? Ok, maybe a public showing isn’t such a good idea. But, I can dream!
I grab his hand pulling him with me towards the bench I was sitting on earlier. We sit close, his fingers intertwining with mine. Looking down at our hands my eyes shift to him, and I smile.
“What time are you going home? I think we need some quiet time, don’t you?” He says as he cups my face with his other hand. He starts rubbing his thumb over my cheek, and my heart starts to speed up. That familiar ache in my body, the heat rising within me. Oh, he isn’t helping my public display thoughts one bit! He better be careful or I will end up pouncing on him right here!
I shake my head and try to wake myself from my lust filled mind, pulling back from his grasp slowly. I look around to see if we are drawing any attention. Once satisfied that we aren’t, I turn back to him and take his hand back into mine. “Shane, you’re so bad. Stop that! Not here!” I giggle out of nervousness. “I’m just going to go up say my goodbyes and get Lana to drive me home.”
He looks at me questioningly. “You didn’t drive yourself?” I shake my head. “I’ll take you home. Then we can we can have our quiet time. It’s been too long,” he says waggling his eyebrows. He has no idea! The ache in my pussy just flared even further. I try not to be noticeable as I clench my thighs together to try and quench the fire there.
I pull on his hand as I stand up, laughing. “Ok, big guy. Let’s go say our goodbyes.” We walk back hand in hand into the hospital. Once in the room, I watch Shane look at the twins and give Jessie and Cassie his congratulations. We hug everyone goodbye. I kiss the twins again along with Jesse and Cassie and tell them I will be back tomorrow.
Once we get to my condo we relax on the couch, still holding hands from the drive. Shane takes his other hand and lifts my chin, forcing me to look into his dark eyes. “Allie, I think we need to talk.” I swallow, hard. I swear I can feel my heart beating. Oh, no! Here it comes. I knew it! He doesn’t want to see me anymore. It was just a matter of time. This always happens. When am I going to learn not to give my heart so freely? Damn! I fell too hard for him. He’s the first and only one I’ve really wanted so badly. The only one I’ve truly cared for and who cared for me. I’m never going to be able to get over him. Maybe I should just go back to LA. and hide away at dad’s office and in my romance books, and wallow in my nonexistent life.
“I want more,” he says with caring. I whip my eyes up to his. What? I think to myself. “I want so much more with you. I’m falling in love with you, Allie.” I close my eyes and can’t hold back the tears that instantly formed in my eyes. Is this really happening? Maybe he’s drunk. I don’t remember smelling any alcohol on him. As I look back into his eyes, I see a look of concern. “I hope those are happy tears, love.” He smiles, wiping them away. “I know it’s only been months, but I can’t help the way I feel about you. I’ve never felt this way before. I can’t stop thinking about you, every single minute of the day. I miss you when we’re not together. I can’t stand not being with you all the time anymore. I mean it, Allie. I want you, so much. I need you.”
I begin stroking his hand, giving a small smile. “Oh, Shane. They are happy tears but I have to tell you, I’m really nervous and scared. I’ve— I’ve never had a real relationship before, really. I mean—There’s just so much you don’t know about me or my past.” I look down at our hands. “I’m afraid you’ll change your mind,” I whisper.
He pulls me into a hug and whispers in my hair, “Allie. I