Pine-Sol-ing Momâs house for a prospective buyer who âdecided to go in a different real-estate direction.â
Iâd like to show her another real-estate direction, all right. One right under the local train tracks.
âTime for you to start gettinâ yer weddinâ together, woman! Yer family cominâ?â
âFamily? You mean Dad and Ashley?â I made a face. âI donât think so. Dad wouldnât come if his life depended on it, and Ashley will be sure to come and make herself the star of the show. Bossing me around. No thanks.â
âAw, come on. Youâre invitinâ âem, ainât ya?â
âI donât know.â I shrugged. âWhy should I? They never change. Dad doesnât care one bit what I do now that heâs got a new family. An apology for leaving me and Mom all those years ago? Fat chance. I know how he is.â
Becky pursed her lips. âWell, ya never know. Might be like Jerry and all his highbrow books and surprise ya.â She winked. âPeople ainât always what ya think. And life ainât neither.â
âRight. And Iâm Garth Brooks.â
Becky tittered. âWell, howâs the weddinâ planninâ cominâ, anyhow?â
âPlanning? You think I know anything about planning a wedding?â
âTell me about it! When Tim asked me to marry him, my mama carried around a satchel full a magazine clippinâs like I was Princess Diana or somethinâ. Itâs all she could talk about right up to the honeymoon. Shucks, I didnât have to do a doggone thing âcept sample cake anâ try on weddinâ gowns!â
I stumbled slightly, feeling my stomach contract as I reached down to rub my leg. âWell, itâs not like I have a mom to help. So if Iâm a little slow in the wedding department, youâll have to excuse me.â
I didnât mean for my voice to turn bitter, but it did. Everywhere I looked I saw reminders of Momâs deathâher gaping absence, like a hollow in a cow field filled with nothing but muddy water.
Becky clapped a hand over her mouth. âAw, Shah-loh. Iâm sorry. I didnât mean nothinâ. But you ainât gotta worryâweâll heâp ya! Ya got what, two months or so left?â
âThat sounds right. Adam starts classes in August, so we picked the fourth. No. The third. I forget.â I rubbed my bleary eyes. âIâve got it written down somewhere. Besides, itâs not like we have money for a wedding anyway.â
âWhat about your book you wrote? Ainât you gettinâ some cash for that?â
âEnough to pay for Adamâs first year of college, since he sold his business to pay my back taxes.â I fingered my ring. âAnd thatâs all itâll pay for. Itâs a small publisher.â I shrugged. âWho knows? Maybe Iâll pick up some royalties when it goes to print at the end of the year, but not in time for August third.â
âWell, you could always have your weddinâ at the gun range. I reckon theyâd let ya have it for free for the afternoon.â
I tripped on a rock, laughing. A sound that felt good in my ears. âRight. And Jerry can play the banjo for the reception.â
âTim does fiddle. How âbout it?â
We chuckled together a few minutes, and then I looked over at her, night wind blowing strands of pale hair across her face. âDo you think I can do this, Becky?â
âDo what? Git Jerry to play at your weddinâ?â
âNo! Live here in Staunton. Without family. Withoutâ¦well, anything but you guys.â I rubbed my arms, shivering not just because of the cold. âA city the size of a MoonPie. Nothing ever happens here.â
âYou crazy? You just said thereâs a killer on the loose!â
âI didnât say that. Tim did.â I rolled my eyes. âI promise you,
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