Three Thousand Miles - Jealousy (book #2 of Three Thousand Miles Series) Read Free Page B

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    “Alanna , when you had to have emergency surgery , he couldn’t handle that . H e was scared and he thought he was going to lose you . A lanna , he loves you so much but he blames himself for this.”
    “That’s crazy it’s not his fault.”
    “I know and I tried to make him see that but he wouldn’t . H e broke down into tears and he looked like a broken man.”
    “So did he just leave?”
    “Yes he couldn’t stay until you were out of surgery it was too hard on him . S o he left but he told me to tell you something , if you made it through . ”
    “What was it?”
    “H e said that you are his everything and he will never love another the way he loves you . A second will not go by when he does not think of you , but he also said that he could not be with you . H e feels you would be better without him in your life . ” I burst into tears , I cannot accept this and I will not.
    “Alanna don’t cry , ” Sophie says as he hugs me for the third time. I pull back from her .
    “Sophie , have you tried to call him?”
    “No I haven’t , I don’t know what I would say to him . ”
    “What about Michael have you seen him?”
    “Yes I saw him when he was at this hospital what he d id is beyond words ! ”
    “I know and I will always be grateful to him . ”
    “Maybe he knows where Adrian is, have you tried to call him?”
    “No not yet. I have feelings for Michael and I care about him a lot . H e is a very good friend.”
    “After everything that happened with him and Katharine , I tried not to like him. But after what he did for you , I don’t see how anyone could slate him. ” Sophie says emotionally .
    “He did treat Katharine bad and I am not going to deny that but that’s not who he is . H e is a kind and caring person . ”
    “He loves you A lanna . ” I look down at the bed so I do not have to look at Sophie .
    “I know he does he told me many times ! ”
    “D o you feel the same way about him?”
    “No , I lo ve Adrian but there is something about Michael that I can’t explain . I know that I wouldn’t want to be apart from him . ”
    “ Alanna ,do you love both of them ?”
    “I love Adrian the most but I have a special bond with Michael that scares me, ” as my words ring in my ears I feel guilty for being so s elfish. A normal girl would have just chosen one , but me I want them both.
    “I think that you need to talk to Michael he is the only other person that is going through what you are and he will understand you more than anyone” I know that Sophie is right I should talk to Michael it’s the least I could do after all he did save my life.
    “Thanks Sophie , ” I say .
    “S o A lanna tell me more about this hot doctor,” I laugh at her a little confused .
    “What about Dan?” S he sighs,
    “I don’t want to bother you with my boy drama”
    “What? Come on tell me what is going on?”
    “Where do I start ?” Sophie says quietly and I can see that she has sadness in her eyes as she begins to talk about Dan.
    “We are on a break right now . ”
    “Why? You two were going strong what happened?”
    “It was a mixture of things over the last couple of weeks we haven’t been spending anytime together . I think that I ha ve literally talked to him twice in the past two weeks ! ”
    “Have you grown apart?”
    “Yes I don’t know if it’s me that changed or him but something is different and I don’t know what it is . ”
    “H ave you tried talking to him about how you feel?”
    “I don’t want to ; I fear what he might say . I don’t know what he is thinking anymore and it scares me,” Sophie says and I can tell that she is hurting over this. Things have changed dramatically since I have been in here . I am no longer in contact with Adrian, Sophie and Dan’s relationship has gone to garbage, and I wonder what else has changed?
    “Sophie , you and Dan are meant to be together . Y ou have to work things out with him you can’t lose him . ”
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