togetherâshe withdrew into herself, and, although she was a good wife and a kind mother, there was no life in her, no zest for enjoyment.
I remember the night when Kitty was born. My father had told me that God was going to send me a companion for my playâa little brother, or a little sister, whichever He thought best. I was pleased and excited at the idea and immeasurably disappointed at my first sight of the âcompanion.â Was this the best that God could do? I asked father. âSheâll grow, my dear, sheâll grow,â father replied smiling at me kindly. âIn a year or two sheâll be quite human. Have patience, Charlotte.â
She was christened Clementina after Mother, but we all called her Kitty. She was so like a kitten, soft and warm, with pleasing ways and tiny velvety hands that could scratch if she did not get what she wanted. Quite soon, just as father had predicted, she became human and lovableâif not a companion, at least an amusing and enchanting toy.
A childâs world widens like rings made by a stone dropped into a pool. First the house became familiar to me, and then the garden. The church came next, its tall gray walls and slender columns springing upward to support its arching roof were a source of never-ending wonder to my mind. The music awoke in my body a strange excitement, especially when the organ played alone, and the vibration of harmony filled the church with invisible angels. I thought it a pity that the church garden was full of stones; it was not nearly such a pretty garden as ours. Did God like stones in His garden better than flowers, I wondered? The village was the next place to swim into my ken. I trotted round after Mother when she did her shopping or took soup to the sick and consolation to the sorrowing. I liked the village; it was a friendly place, full of smiling faces and pleasant words. Later still I added Hinkleton Manor to my world. It lay about a mile off across the parkâan old gray house with polished floors and shining furniture which smelt agreeably of beeswax and turpentine. The Wisdons had dwelt at Hinkleton Manor for generations; they were Lords of the Manor in the old-fashioned way. The villagers regarded them with awe and affection, the County with respect.
I canât remember the first time I saw Garth Wisdon. However far back I peer into the past Garth is always there. He was a small, thin boy, nearly three years older than myself. He was quiet and gentleâmuch more so than I was. Mother said he was too quiet, healthy boys ought to be rough and noisy, but I donât think she would have been so fond of Garth if he had been wild and rough like an ordinary boy. Her own boyâthe little son of her dreamsâwas a quiet, ghostly presence in her life. It is difficult to tell whether it was Garthâs nature to be quiet, or whether the circumstances of his life made him so. Hinkleton Manor was a quiet houseâspacious and leisurely. The only sounds that broke its stillness were the ticking of clocks, and the murmur of voices in the kitchen premises where the well-trained servants went about their business. Garthâs mother died when he was born. He and his father lived together. He was, quite naturally, the apple of his fatherâs eye, and the heir to the Manor and to all the traditions of the Wisdons. Over the carved oak fireplace in the hall, in old English lettering, was the coat-of-arms of the Wisdon familyââValorous Men, Virtuous Womenââand above were the Lion and the Lily of the Wisdon crest, emblems of courage and purity. Pictures of Wisdon ancestors hung in the hall, and in the dining room, and on the walls of the wide staircase, Wisdons who had fought in Englandâs battles or striven for her welfare in times of peace. The line was old and honored; it had always stood for truth and justice, for upright dealing, and for devotion to Englandâs best interests. Garth