this apartment. Carefully she said, âItâs Friday. Iâm not supposed to start until Monday.â
âThis doesnât have anything to do with the Hospital. It should, but it doesnât.â His gaze brushed her face like a touch of need. âItâs a personal favor. Iâm in over my head. Iâve spent so many years getting involved in the lives of my patients that I canât seem to make objective decisions anymore. Or maybe Iâm just out of dateâdonât have enough medical knowledge. Seems to me that what I need is a second opinion.â
âAbout what?â she asked, striving to sound noncommittal. But she was groaning inwardly. She already knew that she would attempt to provide whatever he asked of her. He was appealing to a part of her that had never learned how to refuse.
He frowned sourly. âUnfortunately I canât tell you. Itâs in confidence.â
âOh, come on.â She was in no mood for guessing games. âI took the same oath you did.â
âI know.â He raised his hands as if to ward off her vexation. âI know. But it isnât exactly that kind of confidence.â
She stared at him, momentarily nonplussed. Wasnât he talking about a medical problem? âThis sounds like itâs going to be quite a favor.â
âCould be. Thatâs up to you.â Before she could muster the words to ask him what he was talking about, Dr. Berenford said abruptly, âHave you ever heard of Thomas Covenant? He writes novels.â
She felt him watching her while she groped mentally. But she had no way of following his line of thought. She had not read a novel since she had finished her literature requirement in college. She had had so little time. Striving for detachment, she shook her head.
âHe lives around here,â the doctor said. âHas a house outside town on an old property called Haven Farm. You turn right on Main.â He gestured vaguely toward the intersection. âGo through the middle of town, and about two miles later youâll come to it. On the right. Heâs a leper.â
At the word
leper
, her mind bifurcated. This was the result of her trainingâdedication which had made her a physician without resolving her attitude toward herself. She murmured inwardly, Hansenâs disease, and began reviewing information.
Mycobacterium lepra
. Leprosy. It progressed by killing nerve tissue, typically in the extremities and in the cornea of the eye. In most cases, the disease could be arrested by means of a comprehensive treatment program pivoting around DDS: diamino-diphenyl-sulfone. If not arrested, the degeneration could produce muscular atrophy and deformation, changes in skin pigmentation, blindness. It also left the victim subject to a host of secondary afflictions, the most common of which was infection that destroyed other tissues, leaving the victim with the appearanceâand consequencesâof having been eaten alive. Incidence was extremely rare; leprosy was not contagious in any usual sense. Perhaps the only statistically significant way to contract it was to suffer prolonged exposure as a child in the tropics under crowded and unsanitary living conditions.
But while one part of her brain unwound its skein of knowledge, another was tangled in questions and emotions. A leper? Here? Why tell me? She was torn between visceral distaste and empathy. The disease itself attracted and repelled her because it was incurableâas immedicable as death. She had to take a deep breath before she could ask, âWhat do you want me to do about it?â
âWellââ He was studying her as if he thought there were indeed something she could do about it. âNothing. That isnât why I brought it up.â Abruptly he got to his feet, began measuring out his unease on the chipped floorboards. Though he was not heavy, they squeaked vaguely under him. âHe was