roaring fire and I began to shiver. âWhy did we leave?â I said, fighting tears. âCan we go home? Please?â
My mother studied my face. âIs that where you went? Our forest?â
I nodded. âIt was years ago. I havenât thought about that night in forever. How long was I out?â
âJust a few seconds. Itâs completely normal,â my mom said. She sounded confident, more like herself. âThe visions are part of the process.â
âSo this is it? Iâm getting my magic?â The questions ended in a coughing fit. My lungs seized in my chest.
My mom smiled. âI think so. At the beginning of the process things arenât always so predictable. Having visions is a pretty clear indication, though. Youâll have one every time you do magic, until your body gets used to the change.â
I tried hard to listen to every word she was saying, but the pains shooting through my lungs had only begun to calm. My breathing was shallow and labored.
âAre you okay, Breeda?â my dad asked, his voice on edge.
âYeah. Fine,â I lied.
âGo inside with your mother,â he said. âIâll get the bags.â He dashed for the car as though he didnât want us to be alone for too long. Dadâs movements were quick and jerky. He opened the trunk and then stopped, bringing his hand to the Irish jade stone at his throat. I knew what he was doing. The numbers on the license plate wouldnât look anything like what they had just minutes ago. He awkwardly gathered the bags in his arms. Instinctively moving to help, I pitched forward and twisted my ankle, landing backward onto a small patch of grass. The sun shone through the bare limbs of the tree above me, which shook gently until green buds appeared. They morphed into leaves, shielding the reddish gold apples hiding underneath.
The apple I wanted hung high in the tree. I tried jumping, climbing, throwing my shoe at itânothing would bring it down.
âI can help,â Gavin said. I had to lean back to see his face. He was smiling at me, and his hair shone in the late summer sun. He picked me up, sitting me on his shoulder. âNow, I want you to stand up, Breeda. Iâll hold your ankles.â
I shook my head. No. Way.
âTrust me. I wonât let you fall.â
Shaking, I placed my hands on top of his head and slowly pushed myself up. I swayed just like the tree in front of me. âGrab it!â he said. I reached out and pulled the apple from the tree. Laughing, Gavin spun around and my small body felt like it would lift off toward the clouds. I hadnât known terror and exhilaration could be felt so closely together.
âInside,â my mom said, and tugged me into the building. I felt the apple-scented air rushing around my head. I could still see the clouds whizzing by.
We burst into the foyer. It smelled of burned meat and mildew, and my stomach flipped, nausea catching in my throat. The air I could get in came out again in a burst of coughing.
âIt hurts,â I rasped.
âI can help you to control it,â Mom said, taking my arm. âI donât want you to worry.â
The three of us sat on the stairs while I recovered my breath. âI had another vision,â I said, once I could manage the pain. âBut I didnât do any magic. Dad did. Why did that happen?â
My father shared an uncomfortable glance with my mom. âMagic is unpredictable,â he said.
âSomethingâs not right,â I said, a leaden feeling settling in the pit of my stomach. âYou know whatâs wrong, donât you?â
âWeâll be fine,â he said, dodging the question. âWe really will.â
âWe?â
My momâs gaze shifted to the carpeted stairs. âItâs the apartment at the top.â She grasped the banister for support.
âCanât we just sit here for another