inside, and Iâll remain incarcerado for the next eighteen months.
And the new kid? That Jack? Howâs he going to figure into my plans?
Iâm fading to black, the air blowing above me, through the vent, out into the room, like darkness.
Itâs morning. Thereâs a buzz, and the door clicks and swings open. I hear boys whooping, cawing like crows, rapping homespun lyrics, mumbling, cursing as they roll out of their cells, getting ready for headcount. You can be a blind man in Casimir Juvie and still be able to function fine on scent and sound.
I figured Booth would be here to give Jack the lowdown as to Casimir operations, but no dice. Iâve got to hold the little buggerâs hand.
I hop down and grab the least stinky jumpsuit from the dresser. Bright orange, baby. Nothing rhymes with it. Nothing matches it.
The kid doesnât look like heâs slept at all. I wonder.
He sits on his bed, looking like he doesnât want to stand. Iâm tugging on the jumpsuit, pulling the sleeves over my arms.
âLook, they gave you the suit. So suit up. Iâll show you the mess hall. The food ainât that bad.â I zip. âTheyâve got to feed us pretty wellâotherwise, lawsuits. You know. Kids.â
Jack looks at me, tries to smile, fails, and then moves over to his dresser and takes out ⦠guess what? ⦠an orange jumper. I move on to the can and scrubbing the teeth. I might sample my own product, but I make sure the pearly whites get clean. Nothing inspires confidence like a toothless candy man.
I come back in the room, and Jackâs standing there, trying to zip up his jumper, hands tugging at the tab.
âThey stick, the zippers, until theyâve been washed a couple times. You got to grab the belly fabric and rip up.â Iâm moving to help the kid when I see his fingers. Somethingâs weird there. Jack struggles to zip his jumper, and Iâm standing there looking at his hands.
I pull on my own jumper, over the greys of underwear and T-shirt, and then look back at Jack still struggling.
âYouâve really got to pull up hardâ¦â I say. Looking again at his hands. He notices me looking at him, and he quickly turns his back. But not before I can get a count.
âHoly crow,â I breathe. Thereâs not much else to say. The kidâs got extra fingers. Theyâre not stumpy or anything. His hands look normal. Just extra fingers. âYour hands.â
Jack stops trying to zip and puts his hands behind his back.
âJack. Holy crap. Your hands. You got like a gajillion fingers. Whatâs up withââ
He says nothing. Big surprise there. I move closer, wanting to see.
âJack, itâs cool. I just want to look. At the fingers, man. You could be in the circus or something. Let me see.â
Then something weird happens. The air in front of Jack waversâlike heat fumes on the highway in summer, when youâre riding in a car and looking far aheadâand I feel a slight draft. I can feel a pressure on my chest, my arms, my thighs, and my face. Itâs a wind, but itâs not a wind either. Itâs slower and more concentrated, and Iâm slowly, slowly pushed backward into the wall between the door to the bathroom and our beds. With the wall at my back, the pressure on my chest builds and builds. I can feel something like my ribs cracking, and Iâm having a hard time breathing now. Jack looks scared, like he knows whatâs happening. Then he barks out a word, âNo!â The pressure eases, and Iâm on my knees, gasping for breath.
Jack rushes over and grabs me. He takes my hand and pulls me upâheâs stronger than he looks, the little dudeâ and drags me over to his bunk. I flop on my back, gasping, feeling at my ribs to make sure nothingâs gone crunchy. They feel okay.
âIâm sorry, Shreve. Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to.â Jack keeps