preparation, but the families of such men were well honoured. Men who glorified the Master in the Gauntlet guaranteed honour for themselves and for their heirs; the exceptional were promoted and made draybants and captains, and some were taken from the Gauntletâs ranks to join the Hands.
For most, dreams of the Gauntlet were enough. Many young men sought to realize them, and Cadet Eamon Goodman of Edesfield was no exception. He had joined the Gauntlet later than most others, and at twenty-three he was one of the oldest cadets that hoped to take their oath that day in Edesfield province.
But as he sat in the yard of the smithy where he lived, Eamon despaired of it. He had sold his hope in a futile act the night before. He had lost everything with it. How could he have been such a fool?
âEamon?â
A young woman was passing the yard. She had auburn hair, pulled back in loose tresses. As he met her gaze her look grew worried. He realized that his pale face was stained with tears.
âGood morning,â he tried, hoping that his tone might mask what his face could not, but his voice sounded frail and hopeless even to himself. He rubbed a dirty hand across aching eyes.
âIâve been looking for you since last night.â His friend sat down on the wall beside him. As she cocked her head at him her hair flashed like gold in the light. âHave you slept at all?â
âNo.â He fell silent, staring angrily at his dagger.
âEamon?â she prompted. âWhat happened?â
âWhat happened?â He looked at her, unable to form words. âI ruined everything, Aeryn!â he spat at last. âThatâs what happened!â He flung the dagger aside, willing it to disintegrate.
Aeryn didnât flinch. âI donât believe that.â
Eamon looked at her incredulously. âTheyâre not going to let me swear!â
His words hung in the air. âThatâs not the drying of the River,â Aeryn replied gently.
âNot the drying of the River?â Eamon could only stare at her. âHow can you say that? You know how much this means to me!â he cried, pointing to his uniform, its distinctive Gauntlet red barely visible between rips and mud. Eamon let out a cry of disgust.
âI know what you think joining the Gauntlet means,â Aeryn told him.
âDo you? Put yourself in my place for a moment, Aeryn!â
âEamon ââ
âYou know this is all Iâve ever wanted!â
Aeryn pursed her lips. âThatâs not true, Eamon. Iâve lost count of the number of times that you told me your mother wanted you to go to the university.â
âDonât bring her into this, Aeryn!â Eamon snapped. âSheâs been dead for more than a decade; if she was alive Iâd still be in Dunthruik, not this forsaken backwater!â
âIâm just saying that it hasnât always been your dream,â Aeryn placated.
Eamon glared at her. âHow would you know? How could I go to the Gauntlet when my father was alone? How could I even talk about it?â He gripped his dagger hard. âHe needed me. He wanted me to learn his trade. And we got by without dreams.â
Aeryn laughed. âYou more than got by, Eamon! You loved it. The smell and the feel of the books, the taste of story on your tongue? Your father practically had to force you to come and play with other children; all you ever wanted to do was read! That was how I first met you â sobbing, because he had taken your books away and sent you outside.â Her eyes shone. âDonât you remember?â
Eamon did not answer her. He remembered. The books had seemed his only comfort in a world that had shorn him of home and mother in a night. He had loved them. He had loved sharing them with his father.
âYes, I loved it. I loved being the bookbinderâs son â even after my father died. I was still a boy, but I scraped