mum. Toni wondered how sheâd managed to stay on the farm for so long without complaining even once.
âThanks for brekkie, Mum. Weâll be off moving a mob to the south paddock. See you at lunchtime.â
âOkay, dear. And donât forget to check the dam pump. Iâm not getting the water to my vegies.â
âWeâll check it out on our way back. See ya.â
Jimmy was waiting outside for her. His boots were on and he was leaning against the verandah pole, the morning sun casting bright light across his unshaven jaw. The stubble only came off when it got too long and itchy for him. Toni didnât mind it, and had often wondered what it would be like to have his strong arms around her and to kiss his lips. But that was a ridiculous notion. He was eight years younger than her, still in his forties, still young enough to have a family of his own. Toni had been thirty-three when sheâd had Felicity, and by the time sheâd realised she was pregnant, the father, Simon, had already moved on, leaving Toni behind with the most amazing gift.
Toni slipped on her Rossi boots and glanced towards Contractorâs stall.
âSheâs not there,â Jimmy pre-empted, putting on his tan akubra hat and passing Toni her dark-brown one. âSheâll be down at the old place.â
Toni realised Jimmy was right. The old brick farmhouse had always been Felicityâs thinking place.
âShall we go move this mob, then?â he asked.
âRighto,â Toni replied as they headed for the ute, boots crunching on gravel. Gypsy, at Jimmyâs heel, launched herself up onto the back tray of the old Hilux they used for paddock work. The noise from the Hiluxâs holey muffler was great for moving on the sheep.
Toni drove them down the track past the gimlet trees and the old house. She spotted Fella lying outside the front door, the telltale sign that Flick was inside.
âDo you think Iâm pushing her too much?â Toni asked, clenching her hands on the steering wheel. Her nails were short, her hands marked with cuts and ingrained dirt. Jimmy remained silent. Toni stopped at the paddock gate and glanced at him.
âYou really want to know what I think?â he said, looking at her.
âOf course.â
âEven if you never take my advice?â he replied with a smirk, then jumped out of the ute to open the gate. When he got back in he fiddled with his hat in his hands.
âCome on, Jimmy. Please.â
âWell, honestly, I donât think you can force Flick to do anything. Sheâs stubborn, like you.â
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Me?
Donât you mean my mother?â
âAll you Stewart women are stubborn, but thatâs not a criticism. Being stubborn is also one of your strengths. Itâs what makes you all survivors.â
Toni shrugged, unable to look into his intriguing green eyes.
âAll Iâm trying to say is, it has to be Flickâs idea. Sheâll go to uni if she can see a benefit in it for her, maybe to do agribusiness or an equine course. And maybe the travel will come a few years later when something grabs her interest. Sheâs still only twenty. But if you keep pushing her, she may close herself off just to spite you.â
Toni mulled over his words as she drove closer to the sheep. Gypsy had already jumped off and was bringing them into a close group. She risked a glance at Jimmyâs face. âHow did you get to be so insightful?â
Suddenly the ute lurched and they both hit their heads on the roof. Toni braked and rubbed her head.
âWhat the hell was that? Did I just run over a sheep?â she said, glancing at the mob ahead.
âI donât think so. It sounded solid.â Jimmy leapt out and gasped. âOh my God,â
Toni rushed to his side where he knelt down. âWhat? What is it?â
Jimmy was trying to talk but he was laughing too hard. He reached for Toni and pulled her down to see under