I said. âWho else?â She moved over to the top of the stairs to get a better look.
âYouâve changed. You look different.â
âThat doesnât matter,â I said. âListen, Susanna, Iâm worried about you. You canât just stand on the porch out here in the dark.â
âWhat am I supposed to do?â
I didnât have an answer to that. âI have to talk to you, Susanna.â
âAbout what?â she asked.
âWhat have they told you about the fire?â
âNothing, Rick. And Iâm going crazy. They wonât tell me anything. Iâm so scared.â
She looked cold, standing there on the porch. She was shivering. I had to get her into someplace warm. Right now.
âNo need to be scared,â I said. âCome on, Susanna. Come with me. Letâs go grab a pizza.â
* * *
We walked back toward the familiar, comforting sound of traffic going home. It was getting to the end of rush hour. We reached West Central, and Susanna seemed to relax a little.
The pizzeria was crowded with people waiting for takeout. I found us a quiet table at the back and ordered a large pepperoni pizza with extra mushrooms.
âIs that okay?â I asked.
âItâs what I always have,â said Susanna.
âI know. I remembered,â I said. âBut people change.â
âI donât,â said Susanna.
âI guess not. You never did like change, did you? Even as a kid.â
She stared across the table at me.
âI canât get over how you look. What happened?â
âNothing much,â I said. âIâve been on a farm. Working hard. I lost some weight and grew a beard. Itâs still me. You look different too.â
She glanced down at her outfit. She was wearing a red dress and expensive-looking brown boots. She had tied a brown and red silk scarf around her neck. There were blond and silver streaks in her dark hair, and her face was covered in makeup. She looked like a model. I was more used to seeing her in jeans.
âOh,â she said, âI just had my hair done. I had a date tonight.â Her eyes filled with tears. âIt seems kind of stupid to be dressed like this now.â
âDonât worry about it. Tell me about the fire.â
âI canât. I donât know anything. I was at work today.â
âHow is the job going? Are you still working at 52 Division?â
âYeah,â she said. âItâs going well. Iâve been meaning to thank you.â
âWhat for?â
âRecommending me for the job. All the guys there are really nice.â
âYou like cops?â I asked, trying to smile.
âMost of them,â she said. âAnyway, like I said, I had a date. So I took the afternoon off to have my hair done.â
âYou got dressed like that to have your hair done? Do you have to do that?â
Her cheeks turned red under her makeup. âOf course not. I put it on before I left work. I thought maybe I wouldnât have time to go home and change. Anyway, it was almost five oâclock before I got back to the station. They told me about the fire.â
âAnd you came over.â
âThey told me Cheryl was dead, and I came over.â
The waitress set the pizza down on our table. Susanna stared at it. Like she had never seen pizza before.
âHelp yourself,â I said, pushing it closer to her. But my mind wasnât on pizza. I was wondering why she always called her mother by her first name. I had asked her that once before, and she had laughed. âCheryl thinks weâre like friends. Not like mother and daughter,â she had said.
I still wondered.
She pulled off a wedge of pizza and took a bite.
âItâs too hot,â she said. She waved it in the air to cool it down. âYou know, all the way home, I kept thinking I had to cancel my date. After spending all that money for my hair. And getting my
Michele Zurlo, Nicoline Tiernan