said. âI have to find him.â
âAnd perhaps I can help with that,â the Standor said. âFirst, you havenât told us who you are? Only who you are not.â
âI am Caitlin OâHara,â she said, the name sounding strange in a tongue that was not her own, âand I must get home.â
âTo the north?â Qala said.
Caitlin nodded forlornly. âTo the north . . . and a world farther than that.â
CHAPTER 1
I t was nearly dawn when an exhausted Ben Moss left Lenox Hill Hospital on Manhattanâs Upper East Side.
Nothing seemed real to the British-born UN translator. But that was becoming the new normal ever since he and Caitlin had been delving into the long-dead world of Galderkhaan and its living emissariesâghosts, spirits, energies, or whatever they were; during those few weeks he had lost his old perspective on what constituted âreal.â
No, that is not entirely true , he thought. What is very real is that Caitlin is presently unconscious and nonresponsive .
Yet even as he thought that, his arms moved. He had been spending all his spare time trying to piece together and translate the language of Galderkhaanâso much time that it seemed almost unnatural not to make superlative hand gestures as he spoke.
That too was a new normal. Along with watching people who unconsciously moved their hands as they spoke, wondering, Are you descended from Galderkhaani ?
Ben walked onto Third Avenue, into the lamplit darkness of the New York predawn. It was late fall and, in addition to the darkness, a cold wind swept in from the East River, adding to his sense of desolation. He was unsure what to do next. That unfamiliar confusionfrightened him. Typically, Ben followed the lead of the UN ambassadors. He didnât have to plan very much, to think further than the next few words. The one time he had tried doing that, as a student at NYUâloving Caitlinâit ended with an estrangement that lasted for years.
Galderkhaan had brought back all the old fears of wanting something, of planning for something, of being disappointed. Now Caitlinâs life might hang on him reengaging.
Not being a family member, Ben was only able to get answers from attending physician Peter Yang because the linguist was the only one who could explainâmore or lessâwhat had brought Caitlin to this condition.
âYou told the EMT that she wasâself-hypnotizing in the park?â Dr. Yang had asked as they stood in the hospital waiting room.
âYes,â Ben had said. That was the only way he could think to describe what he suspected was going on.
âDo you know why?â the doctor had enquired.
âShe was . . . she thought she might be able to contact spirits,â he said. âItâs become a professional hot topic for her.â
âWhy?â
âSeveral of her patients needed help in that areaâshe didnât tell me more.â
âSeveral?â the doctor had asked.
âSimilar reactions to psychological trauma,â Ben replied.
âCoincidence, then?â
âThat is what she wasâexploring,â he said carefully.
âI see. No mental illness in her past?â
âNone.â
âDo you know if she has experienced visions, hallucinations?â
That had been a question full of dynamite. Ben had thought carefully how to answer. âYes, but I donât think thereâs a neurologicalââ
âYouâre a doctor, Mr. Moss?â
âNo. But she chose to do these things,â he said with some annoyance. He didnât like being challenged on translations, and he didnât like being challenged on this. âAs I said a moment ago, Doctor, she was self -hypnotizing. A choice.â
âAll right, then,â the physician went on. âWhat about drugs, alcoholââ
âNo drugs, no alcohol in excess.â
âDepression, schizophrenia,