here?â
Griffin looked into my eyes for a long time, waiting for me to fill the silence, but I just looked back. Last time Iâd seen him he was part of Clintonâs detail. Heâd been steroid-hard, pumped up, like he ate and slept on the weight bench. Now his face was rounder, his shoulders not so square. I figured he had a desk job. âI came just to see you,â he said.
âAinât I lucky.â
âListen, Kurtovic, I know all about you.â
âUh-hunh.â If he had, I wouldnât have been in Westfield, Iâd have been in Leavenworth. Or dead.
âI know about you and the muj.â
âSeems like a long time ago,â I said. âIâm a carpenter these days.â
âYeah, I know that, too. Self-employed.â
I shrugged. âWhat do you want, Griffin?â
âKind of like Uncle Sam,â he said. âI want you.â
âNot interested.â
He held up the paper so I could look at the picture of the Trade Center in flames. I nodded. âNothing I can do about that,â I said.
His eyes narrowed. âHell, you say.â
I smiled. âYou ainât working for the Secret Service anymore, are you?â
âChanged agencies.â
âI figured. And what you wantâlet me guessâwhat you want is for me to get in touch with some of my old buddies in the muj.â
âThatâs about the size of it.â
âBecause you think they did this.â
âWe know they did this.â
âDo you?â
âYes.â
âBullshit. Itâs only been twenty-four hours since the attack, and now you know for sure who did it? If you know that much that quick, you knew enough to have stopped it. You donât know anything. Youâve got no idea and, you know what, me either. I got no idea whatâs going on. But I can tell you one thing, I donât have any old buddies in the muj. If I ever did, theyâre dead. You still pray?â Griffin made a motion with his hand like we were playing cards and he was telling the dealer heâd pass.
âNo?â I said. âDid you let your bosses know how you prayed? Iâll bet you didnât. But Iâll bet you think you got great insights.â
âHereâs my insight. In 1992 you quit the Rangers. Seems you got religion, found Allah during the Gulf War or something. You went to Bosnia, where your father came from, and you joined the muj there. Then you came back to the States and landed a job Xeroxing stuff at the Council on Foreign Policy for a researcher named Chantal Richards, a middle-aged broad you were fucking. You were in contact with Rashid Yousufzai, who was at that time planning the first attack on the World Trade Center. His body was found in Atlanta, hung from the catwalk in the CNN center. Your brother-in-lawâs body was found there the same day. Also on the same day, we have video of you at the Atlanta airport. Howâs that for insight?â
âYou guys donât share much with the FBI, do you?â
âWe can if we need to.â
âYâall ready to order?â The waitress stood over us, and I had the weird sense sheâd materialized out of nowhere.
âJust some more coffee,â said Griffin.
âHam and eggs. The eggs over easy,â I said, âwith hash browns.â And she went away.
Griffin nodded and smiled. âHam?â
âIâm dereligioned,â I said. âIâve got no use for preachers, no use for imams, and no use for holy warriors.â
âSo youâre our man.â
âNo,â I said. âI donât work for the USG. Not now. Not ever again.â
âDonât say no,â said Griffin. âSay youâll think about it.â
âNo,â I said.
âYou will think about it,â he said. âYou canât help thinking about it.â
About that much he was absolutely right.
Chapter 4
Betsyâs old
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