boy, and he wished Betsy was his own, and she didnât want to be either. She went kind of wild when she was fifteen, sixteen, I guess. A lot of boys, a lot of drinking, a lot of fuck-yous to the deputy. Then her mom died of breast cancer, and Betsy moved out of the house.
When I met her after my wars, in 1993, she was twenty-two and on her own and every bit a woman. She came up behind me in the Wal-Mart book section and the first thing she ever said to me was, âYou gonna read one of those?â She was wearing shorts and flip-flops and a T-shirt that was a size too small, and the way she smiled I figured she was laughing at me inside.
âWhy?â I asked.
ââCause you been looking at the backs of those books so long, I wonder if you can read at all.â
Not a great introduction, but things got better after that. I asked her out, and we dated about three months, and broke up about five times, before I asked her to marry me.
âWhy?â she asked when I popped the question.
âTo make a life,â I said. And I guess it was the right answer, because thatâs what weâd been doing, or trying to do, ever since.
âWhat God hath joined together, let no man put asunder.â I said the words out loud as I picked up the pace on that long run back to my wife and my baby and my home.
Chapter 3
The ringer on the phone in our bedroom didnât work anymore. It clicked and buzzed like a wounded robot, and I barely heard it when I got out of the shower. I thought Betsyâs voice would be at the other end. It was her morning off, and she hadnât been at the house when I got back from my run. She usually left a note to say where she and Miriam had gone. But this time she hadnât.
âSalaam Aleikum.â A manâs voice.
âAleikum salaam,â I said, feeling a chill of recognition. âGriffin?â
âHah! You remembered after all these years.â
âI remembered.â
âYou been worried Iâd call.â
âNot until just now.â
âIâm over at the Super 8.â
âYeah?â
âHow about some breakfast?â
âHave we got something to talk about?â
âJust old times, thatâs all. Kuwait, Bosnia, New York, Atlanta. You know what Iâm talking about.â
âLetâs meet at the Chuckwagon, itâs down the road from the motel.â
âI sort of like the Jump Start. You never know who youâll meet at the Jump Start.â
âYou want to see me? Meet me at the Chuckwagon.â
I never liked Griffin, not since I first saw him during Ranger training at Dugway, praying secretly in the desertâthe ritual prayers of a Muslim. He hated me before I hated him, and I always thought part of it was a race thing. My blond hair, my blue eyes: some African-Americans looked at me and saw someone perfect to hate. In the Georgia mountains during one of the Ranger exercises, Griffin turned the whole thing personal, and there were a couple of seconds when I thought he was going to kill me. Then, later, after Iâd been with the mujahedin in Bosnia, I saw Griffin in New York on a Secret Service detail. I tried to call him from Atlanta when the moment came for the terror to beginâhorror so vast that America might never recover. But Griffin didnât answer, and I had stopped the plague myself.
To hear from him nowâand here, in Westfieldâwas bad news. Almost the worst news.
When I pulled the truck away from the house, the emptiness of the yard shook me a little. Where was Betsyâs car? Where was she ?
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Griffin sat in a booth leafing through the newspaper. He looked at me, nodded, and waited for me to sit down. He folded the paper and looked again at the huge headline, holding it up for me to see: AMERICA UNDER ATTACK . âGood morning,â he said, leaning forward slightly across the table. âGlad you could make it.â
âWhat brings you