good God, so whatever it is that has happened to you, you still thank Him for life. If itâs not terminal, you praise Him for that. Itâs not over until they bury you six feet under, so you ask God to send you someone who can deal or cope with your imperfections. It didnât end for you with your ex. Do you hear me?â she said.
I smiled and nodded. âYes. I guess you are right.â
âCome on, gorgeous. Look at you. You are what? Five-seven? With long, beautiful legs. And youâre slim, and you got junk back there. Your hair is banging. You are a ten. Someone will love you again. This, I know.â
I stood and looked in the mirror, admiring myself. âI do look good, donât I?â
âYou do, so go home, put on something sexy, and just enjoy you. I mean, thatâs what Iâd do if I was single.â
âHey, itâs early. I have a restaurant. Iâd love it if youâd join me tonight. I just want to celebrate my new look. I mean, if you donât have plans.â
âIâd love to.â Andrea smiled.
I gave her the address of the restaurant and then headed out. I climbed in my car and checked my rearview mirror five times before I pulled off. I was gorgeous and could attract any man with my new look, but whoâd want me? I was a walking infection.
Chapter Three
Josephina Ramirez
Looking up from the front desk when I heard my apartment door shut, I caught a glimpse of Ana, my eldest, trying to breeze by without me seeing her outfit.
âIâm sorry. Can you hold please?â I put the caller on hold before he agreed to be placed on hold. âHold it. Where are your clothes? What the hell are you wearing?â I asked my teen.
âMom, itâs the latest style. I donât want to go out looking like a nerd. Enriquez is going to be there.â
âI donât care who is going to be there, Ana. You go and put some real pants on, and not those see-through tights. And that fake belly ring needs to be thrown out. Have some self-respect. Youâre only seventeen,â I griped.
âAnd soon Iâll be eighteen and wonât have to listen to you,â she snapped back.
âAnd then you can get out of mi casa . Now, go and change, or you will stay home!â I ordered.
My oldest daughter was a pain in my bottom. She was driving me crazy. I was a single mother of two now, because my husbandâwell, now my ex-husbandâwas in prison for doing every illegal thing under the sun that you could name. I just prayed my youngest daughter, Angelica, didnât follow in her big sisterâs footsteps. Ever since her daddy went to prison, Ana had been flipping out on me, and I was at my witâs end.
I remembered then that I had someone on hold.
âI am so sorry, sir. Thanks for holding. How can I help you?â
I took care of my guest and then waited for Ana to come back down. When she did, she had changed clothes, but she had a bigger bag than the last time.
âYou must think Iâm stupid or something. Whatâs in that bag, Ana?â
âClothes. Iâve decided Iâll stay with Enriquez tonight.â
I thought my Puerto Rican ears were playing tricks on me, because I knew damn well my underage kid didnât just tell me she had decided sheâd stay at her boyfriendâs house.
âQué?â
âIâm going to stay at Enriquezâs, Mom, and you canât stop me.â
âAna, estas loca?â
âNo, Mama, I havenât lost my mind. I need a break from this place, and Iâm tired of being here. Why canât I just live my life?â
My heart was broken, and I was saddened. I only did what I thought was best for my girls, but Ana was out of control, and I was tired. âAna, Iâm tired. If you wanna go, go, but donât come back. I will not have a disobedient child who doesnât respect me in my house, so if you think you are grown enough to