out of Logan on Monday, so we figured weâd head back to Boston on Sunday to give ourselves time to check everything. Thank you again,â she smiled at her father. âThis was such a nice surprise!â
Her dad grinned. âAnything for you, princess. Consider this your graduation gift!â
Lou smiled. âThanks, Dad.â
âYes, about your graduation. Have you decided what youâll do now?â
Lou faced her mother with a sigh. âIâm not sure, Mom. Right now, I just want to focus on getting ready for this trip.â
Her mom sighed and got up from the table.
ââAtta girl.â Her dad swished his drink a couple of times. âCan I get you a drink, sweetie?â
âSheâll be having plenty of whiskey in a few days, Todd. Leave the girl alone.â Louâs mother came back into the room and set a plate of veggies and cheese in front of her daughter, before resuming her seat at the head of the table. âSo what do you girls have planned for this little excursion?â
Lou paused, chewing quickly and swallowing a stale mouthful of celery. âWeâre going to be in Edinburgh, since thatâs where Tammyâs great-aunt lives, but sheâs booked us on a tour of the Highlands.â
Her dad leaned back with a chuckle. âAh, the Highlands. Full of romance and kilted men. If you meet Rob Roy, give him my regards!â
Lou smiled warmly at her dad. âIâll do that, Dad.â
âLouisa, donât talk with your mouth full.â Her motherâs voice was sharp.
Gulping, Lou reached for a glass of water and took a quick swallow. âSorry.â
She chewed in silence, acutely aware of the way her mother was scrutinizing her, and suddenly, Lou lost her appetite.
She forced a yawn. âIâm really worn out. Think Iâll turn in.â
Hugging her father and kissing her mother on the cheek, Lou turned toward the stairs but her motherâs voice stopped her.
âI do hope youâll be able to attend mass with us on Sunday.â
Lou chose her words carefully. âTammy is picking me up early on Sunday, Mother.â
Her mother shrugged. âWeâll just have to go to Saturday service, then.â Knowing it was futile to argue, Lou just nodded.
Chapter Three
By Saturday morning, Lou was seriously questioning her decision to come home, and church that evening didnât help.
Sitting in the familiar wooden pew between her parents, Lou flexed her fingers and tried to ignore the droning priest. Sheâd always felt slightly uncomfortable in their Catholic church, and recently her discomfort had shifted into a quest for a faith that felt less judgmental. Lou had stopped identifying herself as Catholic two years ago, but she hadnât been able to tell her parents. She wanted to fiddle with her silver pentacle, worn on a long chord and hidden beneath her shirt, but she felt her motherâs sharp eyes on her. As the choir began to sing a hymn, Lou seriously doubted that sheâd ever tell her parents about the new faith that she had stumbled into in college. Glancing at her motherâs serious face beside her, Lou shook her head slightly. No, she wasnât ready to have that conversation yet. It was easier to just go to mass when she was home and avoid confrontation.
When her family queued up to take the host, Lou hung back. She was willing to attend church for the sake of appearances, but she felt like sheâd be insulting the faithful if she took communion. When her mother gripped her elbow tightly and tried to tow her along, Lou whispered, âI havenât been to confession in months.â
It worked. Her mother shot her a terse frown that said theyâd talk about this issue later, but she released her grip on Lou. As she knelt alone in the pew, Lou lifted her eyes to the ceiling of the church. While those around her looked down in submission, Lou prayed to her gods for the