about what fulfilling my potential meant.
âSo why are you doing all this?â I had asked. âIt sounds like a lot of work. I thought the afterlife was supposed to be kind of, I donât know . . . relaxing.â
âAn excellent question, my dear Sparrow!â he had said with delight. âThe answer is quite simple. Helping others enables us to advance to a higher spiritual level on the Other Side, just as it does here on Earth.â
âReally? Whatâs the next level? Do you get promoted to angel or something if you do a good job?â
But apparently even Prajeet couldnât (or wouldnât) reveal all the secrets of the universe at one go. He had just smiled a little and said, âAh, well, the universe offers many mysteries to unravelâbut not tonight, I think.â And I could never get him to utter another word on the subject after that.
I rather liked having spirit guides, even if I did have to be careful to talk to them only when no one else was around. But shortly after that conversation I began seeing other ghosts, ghosts that definitely werenât interested in achieving a lofty spiritual goal through unselfish assistance to others. No, they wanted me to help them . They would come up to me anytime, any placeâin my bedroom, on the front porch, at the dinner table, in study hall, at the bus stop. The only place that seemed to be off limits, thank goodness, was the bathroom. I really didnât want to have to deal with spirits in the shower.
âTheyâre everywhere!â I had complained. âLike flies at a picnic!â
âMore like moths to a flame, honey,â Floyd had answered.
âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means,â Professor Trimble said, âthat you have an extraordinary amount of psychic talent.â
âThatâs ridiculous,â Iâd said, uneasy. âIf Iâm so talented, why didnât I show signs of it before now?â
âThat was my doing,â Floyd had said, pleased with himself. âYou remember when I first came to you? You were already demonstrating all four kinds of psychic ability, but you were such a little thing. I knew we had to take it slow, so I didnât let other spirits approach until you were ready. Itâs like baking a soufflé. You donât want to overbeat the eggs, or it wonât rise. You donât want to keep opening the oven door, or it will fall. You donât want toââ
âI have four kinds of psychic ability?â I had interrupted. Floydâs baking metaphors tend to be long and elaborate. Plus they make me hungry.
Prajeet held up one finger. âClairvoyance. The ability to see spirits.â He held up another finger. âClairaudience. The ability to hear spirits.â Two more fingers. âClairsentience, the ability to feel or sense the presence of spirits. And clairgustance, the ability to sense smells or tastes associated with a spirit. Most mediums have only one such gift. It is quite rare indeed to possess all four.â
âOh.â That did sound overwhelming.
Professor Trimble had nodded austerely. âIt will require discipline and work and many hours of study for you to learn to control your abilities.â
That had sounded daunting.
âFortunately,â she had added smoothly, âwe are here to help you.â
That had sounded terrifying.
Now, as I listened to a reading that was heading into its fourth hour, I didnât feel overwhelmed or daunted or even particularly terrified. I just felt very tired. As an experiment, I closed my eyes to see if I would miraculously fall into a dreamless sleep despite the ghosts in my bedroom and the people downstairs. . . .
âSparrow! Wake up!â Professor Trimble snapped.
I pretended to snore.
âI know youâre awake. I want to talk to you,â she said. âI notice that you have once again turned down a perfect opportunity to begin