travelled to the Crusades and settled in the Holy Land as hermits. I imagine we will all be Carmelites soon. Hermits. Hiding in castles and priories and praying assiduously. “The plague worsens.” Prior David breaks off a hunk of bread from the loaf we share. “I understand it began among the Sodomites of Scotland.” He chews the bread and sips at a wooden mug. “To think that buggery is the cause of this misery.” “I have heard many explanations,” I say. “But I’ve not heard that one.” “Would it surprise you, Sir Edward?” He passes the loaf to Sir Morgan. “Such sins against nature always draw God’s Fury.” Tristan’s smirk and the squint of his eyes tell me he has something to say. I kick him under the table and he ignores it. “I hold no love for buggery, Prior David,” he says. “But this sickness has claimed many innocent lives. It seems that God’s Fury has poor aim.” The prior raises his hands above his shoulders, palms up, and quotes scripture: “Can you fathom the mysteries of God? Can you probe the limits of the Almighty? They are higher than the heavens. They are deeper than the depths of the grave.” He looks directly at Tristan. “It is not for us to question God, Sir Tristan. It is for us only to have faith.” Sir Morgan scowls at Sir Tristan and quotes the last line of the verse that Prior David began: “But a witless man can no more become wise than a wild donkey’s colt can be born a man.” Prior David offers us a novice’s quarters to sleep in. I decline the quarters. My knights and I can sleep on the grass outside the abbey, among the villagers. The only thing I want is a wall between us and the plague while we sleep. Before I step outside I visit the nave. It is packed with burghers and wealthy merchants, who have set up beds of hay and linen. I walk through their midst and light a candle for Allison Moore. I say a prayer for her soul. And for mine. Outside, in the courtyard, I listen to the hum of life as I drift toward sleep, and I think of a monastery in Saint Edmund’s Bury. It is a bit like this priory, but far larger. The men who rule there are neither humble nor pleasant, but I pray that Elizabeth is there. My wife’s mother is friends with the prior at that monastery, and I have been inside its walls many times as her guest. It is impenetrable. I imagine Elizabeth sleeping in a novice’s quarters. I imagine her praying for my return, her hands clasped together. Her hands are beautiful. Fingers long and white and slender I would sometimes study those fingers while she slept. Such perfect beauty in them. A panic grips my soul when I think I may never see those hands again. Never feel the gentle stroke of her thumb against mine. Has it truly been three months since I have felt her touch? Elizabeth. Never shall I let you out of my sight again .
Chapter 4
The Medway tumbles beneath us as we cross the stone bridge at Aylesford. I had wanted to cross the river at Rochester and follow the old Roman road thereafter, but the attack at Meddestane forced us west. There are few roads here. We will ride over chalk hills and red heaths. Sir Morgan tells me it’s for the best. “That old Roman road is well travelled,” he says. “Many big towns. Probably teeming with the afflicted. Out here” — he gestures grandly — “we won’t see a soul.” As he speaks, I spot a soul running toward us, a man in a roughspun tunic waving his arms. We pull our horses to a halt and wait for him. In the distance behind him is a tiny village of wattle and daub. A small stone church is the only structure of any significance. Up in the sky a large bird flutters erratically. It can’t be possible. It has to be a different falcon. I watch it until it settles in a stand of alders. Morgan doesn’t seem to notice, and I don’t make mention of it. “Kind sirs!” The man pants and doubles over as he catches his breath. “Kind…sirs. Thank…thank Our Lord…that I