looked down at his daughter that heâd rather exaggerated a bit to Douglas about Meggieâs placid self. Had he truly said she was obedient, gentle? Maybe not. If heâd ever really believed that, heâd been blind. Heâd been a doting papa, not recognizing what was right under his nose. Actually, he realized in that instant that Meggie could be gentle and obedient or she could be utterly outrageous, like Sinjun.
He just didnât want her to be like her mother, MelindaBeatrice. He immediately closed his eyes against such a wicked, disloyal thought. No, Melinda Beatrice had been a sainted woman, perhaps just a bit on the unctuous side, but that wasnât something to bring despair, perhaps just an occasional sigh when a parishionerâs face tightened after sheâd offered well-meant advice. He shook his head and looked down into his own Sherbrooke blue eyes, Sinjunâs Sherbrooke blue eyes as well, and touched his fingers gently to Meggieâs soft, Sherbrooke light hair. âWhy, Meggie, do you believe I need you?â
She looked at him straight on and said, âYou are far too nice, Papa. You are too good. You donât see the wickedness in people. Sometimes you donât really see people at all. Your thoughts are too elevated, perhaps too refined and aloof. You need me because I will keep bad people away from you. I will keep females away from you who would try to make you love them and marry them. I willââ
He laid his finger on her lips. He didnât see wickedness? His thoughts were too elevated? Too refined? Was that truly what she believed? He supposed that when heâd asked her why he needed her heâd expected her to fold her tent somewhat, at least retreat to embrace another argument. He shook his head at her, bemused. He didnât recognize wickedness? He was too nice? Blessed heaven, he was easy prey to females who would try to trap him into marriage? He said, with just a touch of irony in his voice, âI appreciate your belief in me, Meggie, although I do not know what I have done to make you believe me such a weakling. As for the ladies, I promise you that I am always on my guard.â
âBut Miss Strapthorpe nearly nabbed you, I heard her talking of it to one of her friends. She said she was this close to having you. Just one kiss, she said, and youwould feel bound to marry her. Then there was that time she trapped you in the vestry.â
âBut I didnât kiss Miss Strapthorpe, and I managed to escape the vestry with my clerical collar still around my neck.â
âPapa, was that a jest?â
âCertainly not, Meggie.â
âI didnât think it could be, since you donât waste your time in anything frivolous. Now, Papa, I know you didnât kiss Miss Strapthorpeâif you had, she would be my stepmother now, and let me tell you, Papa, that would have made even Max turn green around his collar. As for Leo, Iâll wager he would have run away from home.â
âEnough about Miss Strapthorpe. I am a grown man, Meggie. I can see to myself. I promise not to bring back a stepmama to you and the boys.â
âButââ
He touched his finger to her mouth again. âNow, sweetheart, for the last time, you will not accompany me. You will remain here. I swear to you that I will be on the alert for wicked men and for females out to nab me. No, donât say anything more. You will not strain my patience. It is not appropriate for a man of God to yell at his child. It would cause consternation if it got out.â
Meggie grabbed his hand. âPapa, take me with you, please. Wicked people do abound. One man alone cannot see all of them or hear them creeping up on him. And ladies in particular know how to creep, Iââ
He marveled at her determination, her seemingly endless string of arguments.
Her small hand was now on his sleeve, tugging. A beautiful hand, he thought