âIâm sorry about your father,â he said. âI know you must still miss him.â
âDonât get me started,â she said through stiff lips, glancing around her to stay the tears. âIâve tried very hard to be brave, all the way here. Even after two months, itâs still very new, being an orphan.â Her small gloved hand went to his waistcoat pocket and rested over it. âMatt, you donât mind that I came?â she asked abruptly. âI had no one in Montana, and one of the soldiers was pestering me to marry him. I had to get away before I gave in out of sheer exhaustion.â
âThe same soldier your father mentioned in his last letter to me, a Lieutenant Smalley?â
âThe very one.â She withdrew her hand and twisted the handle of her frilly parasol. âYou remember the name very well, donât you?â
âItâs hard to forget the name of a man who helped kill most of my family at Wounded Knee,â he said harshly.
She looked around them, finding people going their own way. Nobody paid undue attention to them. It would have been a different story back in Montana, where the sight of a young blonde woman with a full-blooded Sioux would have raised more than just eyebrows. Lord, she thought, everyone would have been glaring furiously at themâas they had in the past.
âI remember the way you were,â she said gently. âDressed as a warrior, on horseback, with your hair flying in the wind and your arrows winging toward the center of a bullâs-eye.â Watching her watch Raven, her father had teased her that she was losing her heart.
Matt didnât like remembering his past. âI remember you trying to skin a deer and throw up at the same time.â
She held up a hand. âPlease, Iâm a gentlewoman now.â
âAnd Iâm a detective now. Shall we agree to let the past lie without further mention?â
âIf you like.â
âWhere are your bags?â
âThe porter has them on the cart, there.â She pointed toward a steamer trunk and several smaller bags. She glanced up at him. âI suppose I canât live with you. Or can I?â
He was shocked. Did she know more about the past than she had ever let on? He held his breath.
âI donât mean with you,â she said, embarrassed at her own phrasing of the question. âI mean, you live in a boardinghouse, and I wonder if thereâs a vacancy?â
He let out his breath and smiled with relief. âI imagine that Mrs. Mulhaney could find a room for you, yes. But the idea of a young single woman living in a boardinghouse is going to make you look like a loose woman in the eyes of the community. If anyone asks, youâre my cousin.â
âI am?â
âYou are,â he said firmly. âItâs the only way I can protect you.â
âI donât need protecting, thank you. Iâm quite capable of looking after myself.â
Considering that sheâd handled her fatherâs funeral alone and gotten here, halfway across the country, without mishap, that was apparent.
âI believe you,â he said. âBut youâre a stranger here and totally unfamiliar with life in a big city. Iâm not.â
âArenât we both strangers here, really?â she asked, and there was a deep sadness in her tone. âNeither of us has anybody now.â
âI have cousins in South Dakota and in Montana,â he replied.
âWhom you never visit,â she shot back. âAre you ashamed of them, Matt?â
His eyes glittered like black diamonds. âDonât presume to invade my privacy,â he said through his teeth. âIâll gladly do what I can to see you settled here. But my feelings are my own business.â
She grinned at him. âYou still strike like a rattler when youâre poked.â
âBe careful that you donât get bitten.â
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