There were sheep on the hills round Annotsfield. Harry made David his hero, admired Daniel, preferred Esau to his brother but supposed there must be something hidden in the story which he would understand when he grew up, to account for Godâs preference for Jacob. For Samuel he felt little enthusiasm,but was suitably shocked by the spectacle of a High Priest whose sons robbed the peopleâit must have been terrible for a man in Eliâs position to have sons so completely lacking in respectability. Elijah was grand, so fiercely independent and somehow
Yorkshire;
it served Gehazi jolly well right to be turned into a leper and the ravens were splendid; Elisha in spite of the widowâs cruse seemed rather soft and disappointing. Towards the end of the class one grew a little tired and oneâs attention wandered, for one was not a saintly boy who knew everything and won Sunday School prizes. On the other hand, one was not a bad boy who threw pellets and pulled the girlsâ frocks from their gathers and was rude to the teacher when she read oneâs name from the register. That would have been unkind, and Harry had no capacity for being unkind. Harry knew the Ten Commandments and (with a little prompting) the Beatitudes, and could recite the parables of the grain of mustard seed and the sower who went forth sowing, with reasonable accuracy, and furnish their explanations. A parable was an earthly story with a heavenly meaning. A miracle wasâHarry was not quite sure what the teachers said a miracle was, but he knew a miracle when he saw one, perfectly. He believed in the miracles completely, of course, but found them a trifle irrelevant. What was clear was that one should be brave like David, honest like Eli, kind to children like Jesus; one should defend the right like Daniel and not tell lies (look at Ananias!) or heap up wealth (look at the rich man who died the same night). One should honour oneâs father and mother, believe in God, love oneâs neighbour and keep Sunday different from other days. God was oneâs Father in heaven, and nobody could come between. Talents must not be buried but used; cleanliness was next to godliness; in the sweat of his brow man must eat his bread.
When the lesson was over the children marched back into the big room and sang
Thereâs a Home for Little Children Above the Bright Blue Sky.
They were rather tired by now and sang in a sentimental yearning tone. Harry was not particularly anxious to seek a home above the bright blue sky, for he was perfectly satisfied with his home in Annotsfield, but it was nice to know such a home was there; it gave one a safe, well-provided-for sensation which was very cosy. One came out into the bright windy afternoon with a comfortable feeling that one had done oneâs duty and that provided one continued to do it all would be well, probably in this world, certainly in the next.
Looking back on it now, the world of his childhood seemed to Morcar completely safe; a strong smooth firm fabric without a single rent in it, a world without a crack, without the tiniest fissure.
3.
McKinley
There had been a slight crack once, it seemed, but it was now smoothed over, a damage in the fabric which had been mended. This damage, the child Harry knew, had something to do with his birthday.
âYou were born on a black day for the textile trade, love,â his grandfather sometimes said in a solemn monitory voice, shaking his head. âAye, you were that!â
Harryâs self-esteem was vexed by this attack on a matter so closely connected with him as his birthday, and one day he riposted sharply: âWell, it wasnât my fault!â At this his grandfather laughed heartily, his father said: âThe childâs right there!â and his mother, exclaiming: âFor shame, Fred!â drew him to her knee and smoothed his hair. Finding his sally so well received, Harry thought the moment opportune for further
Lee Strauss, Elle Strauss