âAlice, my dear, you didnât come to see me last night. I was devastatedâ¦â
âPlease,â she whispered, âlet go of me. Your mother might walk in at any moment. Please, Master Edward.â
âNot Master Edward . Surely you mean Nedâ¦thatâs what you whispered to me in the dark last week.â
She looked up into the handsome face, was momentarily blinded by the vivid blue eyes, and closed her own.
Edward was instantly alarmed. âWhat is it, Alice?â he asked in concern. âAre you ill?â
She opened her eyes, shook her head. âNo, no, I am not ill. But I canât see you anymore. Iâm afraid ofâ¦what might happen to me if we were to continue ourâ¦intimacy.â
âOh, Alice, darling, donât be frightenedââ
âAnd then thereâs your mother to consider,â she cut in peremptorily, her eyes darting to the door. âShe would be furious if she found out about our liaison. You know she would dismiss me at once. And I do need this positionâ¦â Her voice trailed off and she swallowed hard.
Looking down into her pretty face, Edward saw the tears glistening in her hazel eyes, and he noticed the fear and anxiety gripping her. He nodded. âYes, Iâm afraid youâre correct, Alice.â He studied her for a moment. Ifshe had been from the working class, or even a woman of his own class, he would have pressed his suit, certain that there would be no serious repercussions. But Alice Morgan was from the middle class, and also very vulnerable, and because of that he knew he must show consideration to her. She was the widow of a local doctor with a small child to support, and she did indeed need this position as his motherâs secretary. And so because he was a compassionate young man and had a kind heart, he let go of her arm and stepped back.
A rueful smile touched his lips and he let out a small sigh. âI wonât trouble you any further, Alice,â he said in a very low voice. âYou are perfectly right, everything you have said is true. And I donât wish to be a nuisance to you or cause you any difficulties.â
Leaning forward, she touched his cheek with one finger, and then she swiftly edged around the end of the desk, where she stood looking at him.
âThank you,â she said in a voice as low as his had been. âThank you for being such a gentleman.â
He left without glancing at her again, and as he closed the door behind him he did not hear her say, âItâs not because I donât want youâ¦I do. But I know youâre the kind of man who canât help but break a womanâs heart.â
TWO
Cecily Deravenel, matriarch of the family, was aware that Edward had followed Alice into the office. She had been walking along the minstrelâs gallery above the Long Hall when she had seen first one and then the other enter the room.
Neither Alice nor Edward had noticed her, and she had continued on her way, heading for the wide, curving staircase which led to the ground floor. As she was descending Edward had suddenly come out into the corridor in a great hurry and rushed into the Morning Room, closing the door sharply behind him.
Once again, Cecilyâs presence had gone unnoticed, and this pleased her. She had no wish to confront her eldest son about his interest in the young widow whom she employed.
Cecily Deravenel had always been a good judge of character and she knew Alice Morgan very well. She trusted her to handle the situation with practicality, decorum and the utmost discretion, since she was well brought up, a proper young woman. Fully understanding that it was a passing fancy on Edwardâs part, if it was anything at all, Cecily was nonetheless relieved that he would be going to London on Thursday, and then back to Oxford at the weekend. She knew how much Edward loved university life, and his studies would absorb him completely, as they