view.
“ Well... If he is gay you should get out now. There are men who do this to disguise the mistrust of your friends, family and the society. Marry with beautiful women to divert attention. But they cann´t keep the situation for a long time. Where is he now?”
“ In Rio!”
“ Again?? And why are not you with him?”
“ He said he went to work ... again.”
“ Think about it! I think this relationship is hurting you. Would like that I will pick up you now ?
“ Thank you. But let's wait when he arrives.”
“ Honey, I know the advertising world more than 10 years, and I know about the gay mens. . I know that have wonderful people, but if he is gay, and was doing it with you, he is bad, and you are in danger... because you will hurt even more!”
“ Tomorrow he comes back, and I'm going out. But before, I need to talk with him .”
“ You know what is better for you. But if you need anything, call me.”
“ Thanks for everything.”
“ Take care !”
Isadora hung up the phone more lost than ever. One movie was going through your head. The conversations of Marcos with your friends on the telephone, the travels, the vanity and the criticism. She was packing the bag and then went to sleep. The next morning, called to her sister asking if was possible stay a few days in her home and she agreed. In the next day, on the afternoon Marcos came back, and Isadora was in the room with the bags packed .
“ Hi love!” - said Marcos, while open the door, and trying to kiss the mouth of Isadora.
“ Hi, how are you? How was your trip?” - She said, while turn her face.
While Mark was getting ready to answer your question, saw the bags packed near the couch.
“ What is this?”
“ It's what you're seeing. I'm leaving!”
“ What did I do?”
“ Don't you have consciousness, or simply lost your consciousness voice ? Just think, you are an intelligent man. I don´t want be here anymore!”
“ Let's talk!”
“ Don´t want to talk! I'm tired of it all!”
Marcos insisted on a conversation but Isadora just wanted to leave that house.
“ I cann´t stand this relationship. You're driving me crazy, I do not know who you are! If I don't leave here now, I'll end to killing me!” - said Isadora , holding back your tears, running his hand through her hairs.
“ Calm down, let's try some more time, I promise...I will improve.”
“ I need some time. Let me in my sister's house, please!”
Marcos took Isadora to the sister home. When they arrived he tried to kiss her, but she walked away. She opened the door and stood there, looking at everything. Entered, left the bags down and sat on the bed. She lowered her head and started crying, sobbing.
“ I need to forget this man ... and I need to forget him very fast! I must be remembered that I exist!” - told to herself.
In the silence of the house, Isadora begins to pray. God was the only one who could help her overcome that suffering. She needed to find herself. She need to get out of that situation. Needed her life back!
“ As I was able to let him manipulate me that way, that I'm feeling like a nothing! The worst is that it's my fault for believing in everything he said and have given my life in the hands of a handler!” - talked to herself.
She loves Marcos yet... but the end was right.
The phone rings.
III
THE DEATH
There is no good that lasts forever, neither bad that lasts too.
The end of something provides
the beginning of a new cycle.
The changes are necessary for you
to follow the way...it is necessary
to break free of the past.
You must accept the changes,
just so is possible evolve.
Life goes on!
Fernanda was a great friend who lived in Europe and Isadora don't seen for some years. For her surprise , Fernanda was coming to Brazil in a week to address some things and would like to see