difference,â said Tom Archer, âis that now I know it. B.A. â Before the Army â I didnât.â
âBut if now you know it,â murmured Ann Drew, ââ I shouldnât ask this, but you brought it up â why donât you go out and function in the world?â
âI probably will, and sooner than I think. I could teach â I donât want to, but I could. Thereâs a school out West where you learn to run power shovels â I might do that. I donât know. The right thing will come along. This has been fascinating,â the young man said suddenly. âI talk too much. Now letâs talk about you.â
âNo.â
âNo?â
âIt ⦠wouldnât be fascinating,â Ann Drew said.
âLetâs try. Youâve been here about five months taking care of poor old Myra York ââ
âWhoâs pretty happy in spite of your adjectives.â
He tilted his head. âI thought weâd agreed itâs best to live in the real world?â
âNot for Myra York it isnât,â said Ann Drew.
âClever,â said Tom Archer. âOh, clever. I want to talk about you and you deftly switch the conversation to someone else. All right, Iâll talk about you all by myself. Youâre stacked. Youâre intelligent. Youâre very pretty. You were discovered somewhere, somehow, by our social-conscious, welfare-type York, Miss Emily. Which makes you some sort of waif.â
âI donât like this,â the girl said with an uncertain smile.
âSome of my best friends are waifs. Waives.â
âI donât know that I like you , either.â
âOh, look,â Archer said, swiftly and warmly. âPlease donât not like me. Please donât even try to not like me ââ He stopped, cocking his head in his quick, odd way. âYou donât understand me at all, do you?â
She looked at him. âI do,â she said reluctantly. âI had a father very like you once.â
âThat bodes well,â he grinned. âDr. Freud says ââ But he was able to see, even in the dim light, that this was no time for a witticism. âIâm sorry,â he said. âWhat happened?â
âHe died,â said the girl.
There was a long pause, as if she had an invisible book to leaf through. Finally she murmured, âDaddy was brilliant and ⦠unworldly and impractical and ⦠well, he just couldnât cope. I did everything to â I mean, I took care of him as best I could. After he died and there wasnât anyone but myself to take care ofâ â her pause this time seemed full of silent syllables, because it ended just as if she had not stopped speaking at all â âMiss Emily found me and brought me here.â
âYou like it here,â Archer said.
She looked over at Percival Yorkâs house, then quickly around at the identical others. âI like the money Iâm near. I mean, handed-down money. I like the feeling that nothing here ever has to change, nothing that starts from any ⦠under-the-skin need.â She shook herself, or shuddered. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to say any of that. It sounds envious.â
âIâm glad,â he said seriously, so seriously that she could know for the first time that he really was serious. âThese people â poor Miss Myra, do-gooding Miss Emily â and she does do good, Iâm not denying it â Sir Robert and his little bits of expensive paper, and that Percival â â he said the name as its own cuss-word, without adjectives â âtheyâre all laboratory specimens of the genus âhave.â The tendency of the like of us have-nots is to envy them, and why shouldnât we? Itâs hard to feel that they deserve what theyâve got, when you know and I know that they donât and we do.â
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