“What! No, I was in the middle of something!” said Thomas as he ran into the front room.
“Yeah, and what would that be?” I asked.
“I had...a game paused on there,” said Thomas.
“Oh, I’m sorry. What game was it?” I asked.
Thomas just stared at me for a few seconds. “Well you weren’t playing it and you said I couldn’t play it until you played through it once,” said Thomas as he tried to explain himself.
“Well, I’ve been busy at work and with school I haven’t had time to play it yet. Just wait. You’ll get a chance to play it,” I said as I walked back to my room.
I kicked off my shoes, took off my work shirt and changed into a clean pair of jeans. I pulled out my textbook and my notebook from my backpack and started to eat the casserole. I tried to make a mental note to remind myself to turn on my alarm before I went to sleep. Late study sessions could end up badly if I didn’t wake up. I went through the study guide until I couldn’t stand the thought of reading it anymore. I almost fell asleep with my book on my lap, leaning up against the wall next to my bed, but I was able to catch myself before it happened. I put my books back into my bag and stumbled back over to my bed. I didn’t look at the clock before I went to bed and had no idea what time it was. It didn’t take but a couple of seconds for me to drift off.
Dream #1...
I pull a door shut behind myself. I am standing and staring at a dingy off-white painted wall. I look to my right and see a hall that stretches about fifteen feet. At the end of the hall there is a beat-up metal door. The door looks damaged around the handle and the deadbolt. It is not shut all the way and I can see that there is darkness outside of the door.
There is a lamp with a metal shade hanging from the ceiling halfway down the hall. The lampshade directs the light into a diffused circle on the worn concrete floor.
I look to my left and see the hallway extends in that direction about five feet. There is a small workbench at that end of the hall. The bench has a table lamp with an articulating arm and the lamp is lighting a smaller black object on the table.
I look down at my clothes and see that I am wearing a gray hooded sweatshirt and jeans. I also feel something heavy on my back and realize that I am wearing my dark-red backpack. The sleeves of my sweatshirt are rolled up and dirty. I have a bandage wrapped around my left arm. I clench my fist and the injury burns. My right leg has a dark red stain around my thigh. My right leg feels tight and sore.
I start to walk toward the table, but look behind myself as I begin to walk. I see that I was standing in front of a flimsy wooden door with a small window in the upper half of the door. I turn back to look at the bench and realize that the black object is a handgun. I pause for a moment because I recognize the weapon. It is my dad’s .40 caliber, Glock 23.
There is a box of ammunition and a magazine on the bench next to the Glock. I feel the urge to start loading the magazine. I start taking bullets from the ammo box and begin to shove them into the magazine as fast as I can. After I force the fourth bullet into the magazine, I hear a noise from behind me. I freeze.
I stand still and listen. I hear the wind outside pick up slightly and the door at the end of the hall squeaks as the wind pushes it, but I hear something else, a shuffling noise. I slowly turn and look at the door. I can see a light coming from above the door outside.
A hand appears from outside the door and pushes the door open. I remain still and motionless watching the entryway. The head of the person at the door comes into view, but the light from the overhead lamp does not reach his face. I can tell it is a man, but something is wrong with him. He is off-balance and awkward. He